symmetrical

2009-08-21T15:10:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD!!!
i'm finally home for lunch :D
blah blah its raining outside now, so gloomy D;

hahahahhaa BUT this video will light up your day!!!

TAE MIN(the one with the ponytail) IS SO CUTE!!! AHHHHHHH AND SO HOT XD HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
i know i don't go crazy over korean people BUT AHHHH!!! i can't stop watching tae min xD all sis's fault hahahahaa anyway, WATCH IT!!! HE'S SO CUTE!!! XD

hahahahahaahaha blah, i got tuition later D;
i feel so slackish now... don't feeel like going for tuition but i skipped 2 weeks ald :x hahahaa

yay i love school :)
its so fun to go to school :)
hahahahahahaahahahahahahahaha

i don't know what else to say.
EXCEPT THAT I WANT TO WATCH "UP" D;
haha BYE

2009-08-20T19:08:00.000+08:00

BOO! i bet i scared you... haha

TODAY
is a horrible/fun/nice/bad day
SEE HOW MY MOOD CHANGES XD

i was quite pissed in the morning... issues... hahahahaaha but anyway its all overrr...
then came PE.
SO UNFAIR LAH WHY IS IT THAT WE HAVE TO PLAY RACKET GAMES WHILE OTHER CLASSES GET BALL GAMES? ARGH!!! AND WHY IS OUR TEACHER MR CHAN??? DX

IF I COULD MAKE THE FONT ANY BIGGER I WOULD, BUT THIS IS THE MAX SINCE THE FUNCTIONS AREN'T WORKING.
I'M SO PISSED!!! I WANT TO PLAY VOLLEYBALL!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SHANNON LEE JIA YING YOU MAKE ME SO JEALOUS!!! ARGH!!! I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT TO PLAY VOLLEYBALL D; NOW WE'RE STUCK WITH BADMINTON TILL THE REST OF THE YEAR!!! AHHHHHHHHH SO PISSING...
D; D; D;

then came PBL in the afternoon. we did our experiments to find out wads chemical x, and turns out it was sulphuric acid. LOL. only our group did the experiments in the physics lab, the rest did in the general science lab. SO we got to slack, take our time blah blah.. then went for handbells at 4.

HANDBELLS turned out to be not so bad after all. i had a real bad feeling today about handbells cos of my notes. i'm always playing melody notes D; next time people should change with me cos i suck haha seriously.

although mrs aw did call my name a few times today, i think i improved alot since last lesson cos previously i couldn't play like 3/4 of the LES MISERABLES songs but today i just had a few glitches :D and i remembered my key change and accidentals!!! :DDD yay for me!! haha

so this day didn't turn out so bad.
except that WE ARE STUCK WITH BADMINTON TILL THE END OF TERM 4 WHICH SUPERLY DUPERLY SUCKS!!! I WANT VOLLEYBALL!!! BOX YOU SHANNON LEE JIA YING!!! xD

2009-08-19T18:50:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!! BLOGGER IS WORKING!!!
OH BUT I CAN'T UPLOAD IMAGES D;
OH WELL HAHAHA I WANTED TO UPLOAD HIRO'S PIC XD
he's my favourite jap actor!!! :DDD

anyway, hahaha today is the last day of our exams!!!
went out today :D
went orchard hahahahahaha and bought alot of things.
feel like a shopaholic HAHAAHA but it was fun :)
we walked alot and alot and alot :)

i'm tireeed now. yawns.
tmr got PBL.. i hope ____ will be there like the monday's group :D then i will be inspired to finish the experiments heh but i want to stay longer in the lab tomorrow. hahahaa

yay i'm a happy girl.
i feel so blessed. THANK YOU GOD!!
for making everything wonderful :)

you look so cool when you walk that way... xD

2009-08-18T15:19:00.000+08:00

darn, my third time trying to post in blogger.
wanted to post on sunday and yesterday but blogger is SCREWED!!! D;
still screwed.

anyway, hope this post gets through.

SUNDAY was really fun in church haahahah we played a game related to the sermon and it was fun!!! :D and grandma came with us to churchie!!! she's ald a christian though. hahahaaha then we went swensens after that cos we got free vouchers. YAY!!

MONDAY was stressing, especially in handbells. i think i will breakdown on thursday.
i can't play celebration YET, and they want us to memorise D; die die die and still got les miserables. i playing the melody notes for the performing group songs i realise D;

TODAY. we got back 3 papers today and one yesterday. so far not bad.
i got A1 for english, math and science.
BUT C5 for higher chinese. xD
such a big difference. hahaha so you can see how much my chinese sucks.

tomorrow we have literature and history tests. haven't realy memorised yet. :/ i'm very tired and don't feel like studying, so im destressing by using the comp hahaahaha. seriously.
i can't get anything in my head. i think i'll be able to scrape through history and lit tomorrow if i don't study, just wont get the A1. but anyway i don't intend to take those 2 subjects next year.

after tmr, there's freedom for just awhile and we're back to mugging for EYEs. sobs. but after that we get 3 months of freedom so i don't mind. haha
and going to school is so much more exciting everyday now. :D
especially to ...... :D
and we're finally done with D&t part 1. left the bridges project. need to find a partner :/

blah blah bye for now :)

2009-08-15T11:41:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD!!!
THIS WHOLE WEEK HAD BEEN A SUPER STRESSFUL/HORRIBLE/FUN WEEK.
HAHAHAA I'M SO HAPPY!!! :D

let's see.
this week, we had 2 common tests, one literature drama test, 2 sports events( for me).
SO!
IT WAS FREAKING STRESSING ON WED/THURS/FRIDAY.
we got like tons of homework although the teachers know that we have common tests (ESPECIALLY FOR MATH AND D&T!!! stupid homework...) then we had handbells on thursday after science test, then it was extra stress again. I CANNOT PLAY CELEBRATION WELL, AND LES MISERABLES IS SO CONFUSING WITH THE KEY CHANGE!!! i got scolded like the most throughout handbells on thursday lah. Group 3 mrs aw keep spotting my tiny mistakes, group 1 needless to say, my name confirm kena called one. sobs. T.T
and friday we had math common test so thursday was extra STRESSING.
AND I HAD 2 SPORTS EVENTS, 10X80M ON WED AND 100M INDIVIDUAL ON FRIDAY.
SO EVERYTHING EQUALS NO TIME TO STUDY, NO TIME TO REST, EXTRA-PAIN MIGRANES AND A WHOLE LOT OF MESSING UP. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA walau, i got scolded by mr anil like as if i did something terribly wrong for D&T. then he keep talking about the stupid umbrella. GRRR...

THEN WE HAD SCIENCE TEST YTD AND THE LITERATURE PLAY YTD, and we sort of screwed lit. badly. BUT everyone liked my granny role. HEH ^^ at least we'll score on props and costumes. had to put POWDER on my hair, with charlotte's help. haha.

ANYWAY, EVEN THOUGH THE PAST WEEK HAD BEEN FREAKING STRESSING, everything turned out well.
at least,
-i didn't screw science test
-i didn't screw math test
-i only had to take panadol on wednesday
-i didn't get last for 100m event

ISN'T THAT GOOD? HEH.
ok i'm happy with myself for not getting last for 100m event ytd :D
although the 10x80m team got last haha but its ok, we didn't train.
MY TIMING FOR 100M IS 17S. i think its quite slow, since the world record is 9s. hahahaha

yesterday was so typically funny. sanika and i went to the stadium tgt for 1oom event, then ___ was there. and heh... then sanika that bodo, SHE WENT TO TELL___ THAT I LOVE ___ HAIR. box her. i was like trying to hide behind the railing thingy and pulling shannon down to hide me xD hahaha SO EMBARASSING LAH. anyway, sanika also embarrassed herself hahahaaha. it was raining ytd so they had to push back the events ytd. by the time i reached home it was 6pm and i was super duper tired. but anyway... hahahahahahaha i got to go crazy at the stadium^^
and so "qiao", practically everywhere i go in school i got to see heh. :D nadia's not so lucky though. hhahahahaahaah too bad xD

i'm starting to love school again. :) i realise that its important to have friends. its like no matter how you screw things up or how upset you are, when your friends are around you, its easier to get over things. :) i'm starting to feel that i really have very good friends around me. :)

2009-08-10T16:14:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD!!!
went for cell group lunch just now. sort of cell group lah. hahaha ok a part of cell grp.
aunty pearl invited us and aunty lay oon's family to their house.
we don't go for cell group anymore.
not much, so we have smal gatherings here and there. hahahahah and
i was the only kid there, apart from linus, nat and gabriel who came down to eat then went back up, i was the only kiddo. D;
jie didn't go(anti-social), then joshua and janice also never go, don't know why. T.T
but it was ok lah, just that talking to adults like very funny cos i'm like some small toot. hahahaha
i miss cell group, sort of.
i still rmb us kiddos playing and running around in church when we were young. all of us were very close and stuff.
and it was super duper fun. haha.
but now that we grow up, we all don't talk much anymore. its funny how we grew up together, but now it seems like we're strangers.
its always like that. sobs. hahahhaha

poke poke.
church was ok yesterday.
exams coming up.
shouldn't be using too much comp.
hahaha ok bye, im going to play games now ^^

2009-08-08T21:43:00.000+08:00

OHMYGEEEE!!! THE FEROCIOUS TIGER HAS FACEBOOOK!!! :DDD
but
THE ADD FRIEND BUTTON IS GOONE!!! D;
sobs
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha but like i would add the ferocious tiger. xD
but YAY!!!
omg i think i'm gay~
lol... hahahahahahahaha OK I'M NOT GAY.
i just have an "ou xiang" in school. OoooOOO00 anyway, it's not like its some cedarian. xD
hahahhahahahahaaha guess all you want, you can't guess O.O

anyway, my parents were pms-ing jusst now. we went out to eat, but sis didn't want to, typical, so i was stuck with two pms-ing parents. WOW. it was so horrible >.< they should control their emotions...
i was trying to control mine hahahaha

pokes. today is a boring day. nothing much. usual saturday. stuck at home.
anyway, i'm very happy!!! :DDD yay :DDD
haha nadia came up with the lame nickname for ___. the ferocious flat-chested tiger. LOL!
hahaha i shall just call ___ the ferocious tiger ^^
cos ___ is really scary.
but ___ is really cool :D

hahahahahahhahahahahaa
don't trust a hoe~

2009-08-07T21:27:00.000+08:00

sheesh. i thought i could upload pics onto blogger but the button is not working grrrr... never mind...tsk

anyway, today was so super duper fun!!!
hahaha we ewnt high in school, and at the singing part some of us HIGH ones went down to the courtyard to sing and go HIGH. hahaha but alot of 2C people were missing...so un-high sobs..
but we had fun lah hahahaha although besides that the whole thingy was super borringg. i lovethe red cross performance though :D hahahahaha

weeewaawaweewawa... lalalala poke poke. i went out with yj after school, we roamed around singapore.. IT WAS FUN! HAHAHAH but the sad thing is i missed ___ !!! they said ___ was running into the 26 bus!!!! and we missed ___ by like so close. sobs. T.T
its abit freaky to be in an all girls' school.
you don't know if you're straight or slanted.
i think i'm straight.
just a lil... slanted? LOL

if i could upload the pics here, i wouldn't have to repeat my whole long story about today. i'm lazy to. let's just say yj and i went to: orchard, somerset, douby ghaut, vivo, harbourfront uh no more. yeah we went to ION too. there's this ceiling which is so super cool.. hahah yeah..
fun fun fun!!!
next week is common test. haven't started studying YET. must start soon :/

she wants to touch me whoa-oh,
she wants to love me whoa-oh,
she'll never leave me woah-oh, woah-oh, oh-oh,
don't trust a hoe,
never trust a hoe,
won't trust a hoe,
cause a hoe don't trust me.

that's not meant to be sick, i just like that part of the song. ^^ its not the lyrics that i like lah, it's the tune. woah-oh... i like the beat for this song(don't trust me by 3OH!3) weee

shush girl, shut your lips,
do the helen keller, and talk with your hips.

2009-08-05T20:29:00.000+08:00

hahahahha so embarassing today...
i slept during science but my head was going bckwards and my mouth was wide open. then after science PEOPLE came to tell me that they were laughing at me sleeping xD stupid charlotte haha they passed the msg around and the girls sitting at the back all laughed at me HAH!!! so paiseh i didn't even know i was sleeping until my head went backwards alot then i realised OPPPS. hahahaha and when i woke up mr leng was looking at me. lucky thing he nvr scold me xD but like dunno how many people slept during science :x hahahah hahahaha

hmm, nothing much today... supposed to be studying now but can't resist posting ^^
the printer is going crazy, it printed some stupid picture that i didn't even click print and i wasn't even on that page lah. freaky lah, that pic is like... if my mum saw i'm so dead. X.X stupid, i still don't know why that pic was being printed!!! but i just threw it away. shocking man...

got selected for PPL by isabel. went through it last yr, was so sad that i missed being a prefect by just one darn interview. i passed the situational test, which was super duper hard and you can end up vomitting after the whole thing BUT i failed the interview. but this year i'm selected for "the leadership challenge leader"- new board set up. heng ah, i don't want to be a prefect, i realised how no life that would be... cannot use phone in class, cannot eat in class blah blah... charlotte so poor thing hahahaha. but i dunno leh, lasttime deryn told me they selected me for the leadership challenge thingy and she even took my picture lah. then after that no news...

hhahahaahaha jie went to tell isabel i didn't want to be in the PPL thing, but actually its i don't want to be a prefect. i dont mind the leadership challenge though^^ hahahahahahahhaahaha but see where God takes me now. i'm so glad i wasn't prefect last year. really. :D hahahahahaa

ok blah i shall play other thingys before studying.

bye~ PS. HIRO MIZUSHIMA :DDD

2009-08-03T21:32:00.000+08:00

blogger is not working!!! sobs

finally, i'm back in school :DDD everyone is happy to see me xD (ego) LOL hahahahahahahah but they are happy to see me! :)
haha i had to catch up with 35 missed periods plus periods from today, so it was kidna hectic in school, especailly during maths lesson. copy lost notes, get math worksheets, check answers..horrible... and science, i don't get a clue on light. grrr. i still need to copy geog notes, hist notes, get my one missing math wksheet, do 3 math worksheets, do chinese zuo ye, and uh thats about it. alot lah. stress...

but i'm so happy to be in school again. i thought i would sort of dread school because of alot of issues, but it was ok. haha. stupid.
my friends are really nice, nadia lets me copy all her notes. haha so nice. i thought no one would let me copy but yeah...

we have been invited to go to the zoo by kolam ayer cc. YAY!!! if the whole handbells went, we can BOND. haha i should be going. go zoo go see the monkeys. poop. hahahaha.

handbells was fun today. we played bell hop boogie blues and maria and i had no notes for celebration since we didn't go cca on thursday. guess wad? while maria conducted the song and everyone else was playing, i was sleeping next to maria. AHAHAHAHAAHA lucky ms chng never come in or i die. xD hahahahahaaha they play until make me sleep wad :x hahahaa

had to take two tests today. one english one chinese. juxtaposition hahaahahahah ok lah, both were easy. i finally got my oral results too. yay i got 31 1/2 upon 40. weeeeeee i'm so happy. for some chinese toot like me, i'm really pleased with my mark. :)
poke.
i can't stop playing the guitar. we have like 3 at home. hahahahaa and i have one in school.
i like strumming(down down up up down up down) heh. hahahahahhaa

hectic day. hope things get settled soon. science proposal, DIE.
poke.
hey girl(you), i wanna catch your wave
hey girl(you), i wanna drift away with you

.___. <-----so cute!!! ahahahaha

2009-08-02T18:34:00.001+08:00

SUNDAY!!!
the best thing about sundays is sitting at the church foyer after service till mid afternoon before going home. its so nice, ya know?
waiting for dad...slacking...church is a nice place to beeee. haha it was so windy today, which makes things nicer haha lalalala
and the best part about staying back/sitting there is... (confidential) BUT it never fails to make me smile :D but i shouldn't :( sobs..

service was kinda different today... fun hahaahahaha

class was fun. i didn't know so many things happened to mer. issues. stupid mer. grrr
anyway, i'm glad she's willing to take my place to share a few donkey weeks later.
i can't imagine myself standing up there and talking in front of everyone.
i'll be so freaking scared.
and my voice is irritating xD
hahah so i'm lucky mer wants to share :D

i've got enough problems ald. i just realised 3 weeks have gone since shifu has given me the deadline.
i'm d-e-a-d.
but there will come a time whereby i have to make decisions. which i always make wrong ones.
AHHHH
sobs sobs
there are so many things i wana say but i can't say it here.
all i can say is, i feel like poking myself.

cannot make it. cmi.
maybe i should quit for good.
gahhh!!! but just looking at you, i can't.
>.<

its scary to see how people can change so much.
its scary to see how friends forget.
its scary to live in this world.

its weird...

2009-08-01T18:03:00.000+08:00

i'm sad to say, blogger's not working again. BOX BLOGGERR!!!!

missed one whole week of school. FABULOUS.
so dead meat.
did nothing at all this whole week.
need to catch up with work.
ARGH!

attempted to go to school yesterday, was ald at the school gate but i didn't get off the car. had a fever :/ all i could do was to see my sis go into school, see everyone all dressed up for EYD. then i was very sad. gonna miss out on all the fun, the people, everything. sighs.
what to do? this is life.

sobs.
i'm hungry.i want to eat something yummy for once :(
this WHOLE week i've been eating plain stuff.
and i'm extremely hungry now.
sobs.

can't wait to watch SPECTACULAR! :) haha hope it doesn't suck as much as camp rock did. xD it was suckish hahahahahahaha

bring music back to life

2009-07-30T10:32:00.005+08:00

OHMYGEE!!! BLOGGER'S BACK TO NORMAL!!! HAHAHAHA :DDD

!!! SPECTACULAR!!! GAHH!!! NIKKO IS SO HOT!!! XD HAHAHAHAHA I LIKE THIS SONG!
:DDD ahahahahahahahahahahahaha this show's coming out in september on nickolodeon :) heheheheeheheh i'm gonna watch it!!! :DDD

THE MOVIE TRAILER!!! WOOOOOO~
hehehehehehehehehehee

LOL hahahahaha i'm stuck at home... wanted to g oto school but woke up with a fever. grrrr. and a super horrible headache. it was very very pain. argh... hope i can go to school tomorrow. haha but at least i'm not the only one who has mc for the whole week. POOJA'S WITH MEEE!! XD hahahahahaha sadist haha... i shall go snooze. bye :)

I'M SCARED OF MEDICINE!!! IT'S DISGUSTING!! AND IT'S D-I-S-G-U-S-T-I-N-G!!! D;

2009-07-29T11:09:00.001+08:00

okay so i'm not typing in a small box now... BUT all the options are gonee!!! ARGH!!! *pokes blogger*

i'm still sick D;
if i go to school tomorrow i'll have to take the english test!!! Mrs RW never teach us D;
argh!!! i haven't done any homework since i didn't go school on monday D;
i mean, if you're sick, you wont have any mood to do homework too luh...
i'm so scared i can't catch up when i go back to school.
ok, let's see...
1. D&T. i have to hand up my journal to MR anil
2. MATH!!! argh!!! Mrs chia!! i need to hand up MAth 1, and do ex 8.1 in math notebook.
3. HISTORY! die. i missed this week's history lessons COMPLETELY!!!
4. Science. they say Mr leng taught light, but he keep blabbing on the same thing so i should be able to get some notes from them?
5. Chinese ke tang zuo ye. should be able to do lah.

and for TD, WE ARE DEAD!!! YJ just smsed me that we have to hand in our proposal today, but i'm not in school. i'll have to leave things to her and wenqi. sighs, we are quite behind time for TD. and we have a physics workshop at NUS. stress stress...

but i really really pray that i can get well by tomorrow and go back to school. there's alot of things to settle. and there's handbells tomorrow, but i doubt mum would allow me to go. BEll hop boogie blues... fun song haha
i'm praying day and night and night and day. my temperature keeps fluctuating and now its like internal heat, because i don't feel any pain anymore. just that when i spit out phelgm its RED, so i don't know if that is blood. scary though...
heard that 5 people didn't go to school today. people are recovering, which is a good sign. but recess is still later for them :( i can't imagine eating recess at 11.20. i'd have been super duper uper hungry by then D; jiayou 2C, we can fight the virus together :)

i should be going to school tomorrow. and luckily i doubt i'd have to take tami flu :) phew... but i was abit scared, because i woke up to 38 degrees, but it subsided to 37.5. now i haven't taken my temp yet, but should be lower already.
i think i should sleep now. my throat is red. :( but not pain. abit pain...

My favourite quotation: Fear knocked at the door, faith opened it and lo, there was no one there. :)
God is always here for us, through happy times and sad times.
i'll be praying for everyone to get well soon.

the songs are gone .___. it's a big difference. >.<

2009-07-28T14:07:00.000+08:00

i'm sick...super sick...woke up with a high fever of 38.3, and it was so pain!!! my feet were especially burning...SIIIZZLLLEEEE...
D; then i went to the doctor again, this time we went to my regular one (heng ah) and got better medicine... over there my temperature shot up to 38.9 degrees.. it was so pain...

anyway, the doctor says that if tomorrow i still have a high temperature, she'll have to start me on tami flu(don't know how to spell) and i'll be confirmed h1n1??? hahhahahahaha

i've got MC till friday but i really want to go back to school D; and i don't want to miss express yourself day!!! D; so sad. :( oh well... i've been praying to God, hopefully we all can get well soon and the virus will stop spreading around our class :)

i'm feeling quite tired, should go to sleep now. seeya soon...

2009-07-27T16:06:00.000+08:00

blogger is drving me nuts... i just wrote one whole chunk of things and realised it was on the wrong blog. argh then i tried to copy and paste it here instead but can't. D; aye, i shall jjust write again..

i got sent home today after the first temp taking. so argh!!! 37.7...there's a stupid virus spreading around our class, and about 10 people are sick... heard that we were isolated for recess today, they had to eat at 11.20, and if i were there, i'd have starved to death waiting for recess haha.

eeyer got alot of homework... D; hope i can go to school tomorrow :) and i also hope everyone get well soon... then the virus will stop spreading. poor 2c.

my second time being sent home this year. so fantastic xD haha i don't know why, but the sun's suddenly shining so brightly outside. so nice. haha.

i was comparing medicine with rachel just now, and realised that the doctor overdosed me. xD seriously lah, give me this prescription: TWO TABLETS FOUR TIMES DAILY. then rachel asks: "500mg?" "yeah" her prescription was: ONE TABLET FOUR TIMES DAILY. -.- anyway, the doctor must have seriously overdosed me. hahaha seriously...

D&T is so horrible!!! i have to take my medicine now. BYE

2009-07-26T12:31:00.000+08:00

hello.
didn't go to church today.
something is wrong with blogger argh.

went to city harvest chuch yesterday.
the service was totally different from my church.
the people there are nicer too.
no offence..
but they are much nicer than the youths in our church.
i doubt anyone from church will see this anyway.
haha.

everyone's sick.
nadia, ying yi, suyu, rachel, charlotte... the list goes on and on.
the funny thing is, i hang out with all of them, but i'm the only one who hasn't fallen sick. and i thought my immune system was low.

well, i wouldn't want to fall sick, even if it means skipping school, because i'm not going back to the experience where i had to take this big fat antibiotic pill. Oh no. it was BIG. very BIG.

i've just realised. i cannot talk to my mother. not even casual talk. she just called me to ask on me, then i just said this line "i'm bored". and she starts scolding me because she thinks that i'm telling her this because i want to go out with my friends. WHAT THE HECK. so that means i can never tell her how i feel lah. HUH? jumping to conclusions. she scolds me for that. what about herself? damn. why am i so stupid? ya i should've already known from the start that i can't tell my parents anything. i can't talk to them, i can't tell them how i feel, i can't tell them things that happen in my life. so much for trying.

WHAT'S WRONG WITH SAYING "I'M BORED"? we always go out on sunday, but now i'm the only one stuck at home. yeah, i'm stupid. i'm so stupid to have ever believed that my parents can understand me. its not just this occasion. it's not just this.

i hate it!
i hate how i can't communicate with them.
i hate it that my mum is always so hot-tempered.
i hate it that my dad is always not here.
i hate it that they don't understand me.
i hate it that they keep scolding me for everything.
i hate it that i'm typing out this paragraph but i can't bloody stand it anymore.
what's wrong with me?
what's wrong with my life?

2009-07-25T12:02:00.003+08:00

woah what happened to blogger? why am i typing in a tiny box? grr... i've got alot to say!! but this box is so tiny!!! grr

mr r tan left ytd. naw i bet we'll all miss him lah. without him, SEL's gonna be boring. anyway, ytd's farewell was fabby hahah cos mdm goh ordered food for everyone yay!

i'm kinda sad he's leaving. now we'll have one less form teacher xD but everyone only has one form teacher anyway. hahahaha ok let's see why we should miss him...
1. He makes SEL fun.
2. We can slack during SEL.
3. He's quite nice.
4. He helped me when i had a fever during the h1n1 pandemic.(i was so freaked man...)
5. He helped to bandage my knee when i fell down during PE. (yes charlene and pooja, you helped too xD)
6. He treated me to HL milk xD (fell down wad)
7. hmm, he's our co-form teacher?
8. SEL will be boring.
9. SEL will be boring.
10. SEL will be boring.

P.S. I DON'T LIKE MR R TAN IN ANY SICK WAY YOU CAN THINK OF. THANKS.

hahahahahahaha charlene and rachel were so mean, put wasabi in his cake xD hahaha so gross man. xD eh i think we gave him too expensive stuffs. a BBall and a super big fat card.

why didn't we do all these for mrs han and mr lee last year? somemore it was 2 of them. and they were our form teachers. and they were nice. hahaha

ya come to think of it, last year's farewell was touching. this year's farewell was fun. And we forgot to take a class pic wuth mr tan. OH WELL xD

i think we were more organised last year because everyone co-operated, but this year, no one actually really bothered haha. it was quite last minute.

nah, but it was fun lah. hahahahaha.
going to yj's church later. OOOOoooOO had to keep persuading my parents.
mum say yes, dad say no, mum say no, mum say yes, dad say yes. so weird right? but anyway, i'm glad i get to go.

i don't think i'm going to church tmr. there's nothing anyway. church anniversary. no youth, no class. since i'll be going yj's church today, it should be ok.

lalalalallalalaalalala playing the violin makes my left arm SORE. and my neck. and blisters on my fingers. now i have guitar and violin marks on my fingers. pain pain pain ouch ouch ouch

take take take it all
TAKE TAKE TAKE IT ALL!!!
OOoo0-la-la

2009-07-23T20:23:00.003+08:00

hello world, CHINESE ORAL IS OVERRR!!! YAY!!! although i screwed abit of it :/

anyway, i've done my best, and i'll leave the rest to GOD!! :DDD haha i felt his presence very very close during oral :) it was nice haha

hmmm, i'm currently hooked to taylor swift's song-you belong with me. AHAHAHA i like the drum beat for this song, the front part :O which got me hooked xD its catchy!!! hahahaha then the lyrics are nice:
"She wears short skirts,
i wear T-shirts,
She's cheer captain and i'm on the bleachers"

AHAHAHAHAHAHA i don't know why i like this part so much xD its so AHAHAHA hahahaha it's so funny xD

ok yeah anyway, we had weights training blah blah for PE today. haha first time. then mr chan showed us all the equippment. the funny part is that while me and ying yi were walking around the gym trying all the different equippment, suddenly mr chue comes and teaches me how to build up muscle mass xD ok lah, i knew he was going to come since i didn't try weights during jogging peroid on tuesday. HAHAHA the best part about being underweight is that you don't have to jog during jogging peroid, you can do weights instead YES!!! yay!!!
haha ok anyway, mr chue tried to teach me this weird thingy that's something like doing pull-ups. then i very noob lah, i couldn't get it right xD haha the weights were too heavy for me xD SO, ying yi took over me then i helped her to press it down when she was going up(she helped me do that too, but i kept banging the weights xD) then mr tan comes, and tells us that i might kena my specs/face if i help ying yi like that. so he corrects us xD

anyway, its so funny, 3 teachers teaching us the same things. yay!!! don't need to jog. don't need to jog!!! which means i'm relieved from sports rep duties!! MUAHAHAAHAHAHA let charlene take over.

lalalallalala anyway, sports day is nearing, which means more stress for me. last year, i had to remind my classmates to go for their events ahahaha so stressing. but this year i'm not going to do it. :D i signed up for 100m individual event and 10x80m relay. i'm aiming on winning 100m this year. not going to let it down. i'm going to win!!! i don't care. i'll bring a medal home for everyoen to see that you dont't have to be in track to win sports day. GARDENIA IS GOING TO BE HOUSE CHAMPION AGAIN I DON'T CARE. WE'VE KEPT THE RECORD FOR OVER 20 YEARS ALREADY!!! aye, who am i kidding? xD without the sec4s we're practically nothing. hahahahaha oh well, nvm...

hmm, i feel so free now. done with stressing over oral. there's english common test next thursday. sighs...

should i tell you now or should i wait until you ask me before telling you?
should i wait?
naw, do you even remember?
i might just make a fool out of myself if i'm so excited but you're not.
maybe i should wait until you ask me.
unless, you've forgotten...lol, if i ever think that you've thought about it, i must be naive xD

P.S. THIS IS NOT DIRECTED TO ANY FORM OF CRUSHING/LIKING ANYONE. I'M NOT SO SICK.

2009-07-20T20:35:00.002+08:00

LET'S DO THE CADBURY EYEBROW...AND THE FINGER DANCE!!! XD AAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA its so addictive that we've captivated millions with out finger dance OooooOOOooooOOooooOOOoooOOooooOOOoo hahhahahahahaahhahaahah copyrighted sarah goh ^^ hahahahahhahahahaaha sorry, i just got quite bored during science today that i started creating a finger dance. its so addictive Oooo hahaha

handbells resumed today. and the PBL learning exclusive for 2C (our wonderful class) started too. i thought it was going to be exciting. i REALLY THOUGHT it was going to be exciting... its not. it's like the case we're investigating is so ... :(

anyway, i thought i'd have forgotten everything about handbells but i actually managed to play quite well today... although shelly still hurts my middle finger. and there was this song, i forgot which one, which i had to play 6 BELLS. shelly's fault. sometimes in the middle of the song i'd just throw down the stupid D7 bell. its so hard to play two octaves for C6 D7 lah!!! its like so big the bells, then its squeezed between my index and middle finger, grrr, so pain. if i'm assigned to shelly, at least let me play my wonderful G7A7 bells lah. i love them so much!!! hahahahahaha

man, i miss 1C'08. we were a fabby class, till we became sec 2s. now we really really really ... well, it's not a nice word. i shall not say it. but seriously, i had more fun last year. this year, it's completely COMPLETELY different :( naw...

i've chosen my three songs!!! :)

2009-07-19T21:21:00.002+08:00

its SUNDAY!!!
church was fun...haha...
except that i went in late for service and it was so embarrassing cos kenneth was sharing halfway. haha i feel so rude. xD
i wonder how i'd feel if i were the one sharing... and i'm gonna share on 20th sept. eee i haven't thought of what to share yet :(

this is so hilarious:
6th sept- class fund-raising
13th sept- sherwin's deadline
20th sept- sharing

hahahahaha they are all one week after another. i'm so dead. quite dead.
i feel so bad to shifu. :( i wasted one week thinking of the songs i wanted to play, and just realised today that i haven't really selected them all yet. man, i feel so stupid X(
sometimes i got this drive to do it, but sometimes this drive just vanishes...i feel so stupid, thinking i can play the drums when i can't at all. i should've waited until i was really really confident in myself before actually joining. ehh, i don't know what God's telling me. does he want me to continue or to stop? hmm

i'm not particularly good in playing drums ya know? it just that i can hear the beat, but when you ask me to play, all i can say is "you've got to be kidding me"
but i guess its mostly to do with my confidence level. :( eee, i'm really scared of the youth... :( i don't know why... gahh, i'm even scared of peeps younger than me... i'm so... stupid.

have you ever thought just maybe, you belong with me...

2009-07-18T11:48:00.003+08:00

i used to be unable to say the word "hate".
but now, it seems like i can.
i can use it so freely without that usual feeling of sin.

ok, maybe not so freely.

i'm just wondering, if i die today, i'd die with maybe no regrets.
i doubt i have any regrets now.
just that i wonder if God will forgive me for my sins today.

i just can't understand.
and i don't want to.
all i can say is, i'm sorry, to my family.

i think, it sucks to be me. for now.
and i wonder why on earth did God create me?
i'm just an addition to everyone's sufferings.

if i die, all i can say is sorry. to everyone.
i don't want to listen to anyone now.
i just want to listen to God, i just want to know the truth.
the truth about everything.
who's right, who's wrong?

one day you're right, the next you're wrong.
only God knows.
well, so God work in me.
if i die, i'd be happy in heaven.
it'll be paradise there.
not like earth, this fallen world.

2009-07-17T22:13:00.003+08:00

hello world. world. world.
the big fat world.
you seem so nice today, world.

maybe my last post was too harsh...wrote it in a fit of anger.

got back maths paper today.
although i screwed it, i still managed to get A1. yay me.
don't know why, but i had a nervous breakdown after seeing question 5. then i screwed question 5 and 6. but finished 7, with a stupid careless mistake.

but yeah, i'm not really sad i didn't get like close to full marks or something, cos i did my best lah. leave the rest to God. haha. really.

sighs. life is like a roller-coaster?
if you realise, i'm like blogging everyday, cos it's like my personal diary, just that the whole world can see it and its online. haha.

i feel like a sotong. a stupid stupid sotong. ahh

hey yoU!
yes you!
wake UP!
:D

2009-07-16T22:41:00.001+08:00

hello world.
sometimes i really wish school didn't exist.
sorry but yeah...
its like so so so demanding.
this big fat world.
full of deceptions and lies and bitches and assholes.
sorry for coarse language but that's the truth right?
and why is friendship so complicated?
why is everyone so complicated?

its like, being friends with someone means you can't be friends with another?
or like, once everyone has found that one best friend, they aren't gonna make friends with you?
or just because you eat with the same friends, you have to stick to them 24/7?

what's wrong with this world?
what's so bloody wrong?

but yeah, this is a fallen world.
can't wait to go to heaven.

2009-07-15T15:32:00.003+08:00

hello world!!!

hahahaha by now, half the world already know what happened yesterday...

yep, my worst nightmare came true, but everything turned out well in the end...

we walked back to class after D&T to find my chair empty. at first i thought it was a silly joke that maybe someone was just playing with me or borrowed my crumpler for i don't know what, but then after 5 min of saying "where's my bag?" it finally seemed like it was gone forever. i started to freak out lah (duh) and rachel started to freak out too. the rest of my friends didn't realise yet, until i started crying like shit.
LOL you can't blame me right? it was a crumpler which costs 100+ which my parents gave me fro my birthday and my wallet was inside and its NEW, so new. and even if it wasn't expensive, my parents gave it to me.

you know how horrible i felt when i saw an empty chair? i've had nightmares before about this, so having it come true is so freakingly shocking. i started crying even more thinking that i'd never see it again while my other classmates helped to find it. and rachel comforted me xD

hahaha then i called my sister, and she ran all the way from the bus stop back into school into my class xD haha then when no one found my bag, we went to the general office and ms nair came up.

yep. but then we found it later on behind the lockers. WOW. hahaha when han chein took my bag out i just started hugging it like a teddy bear and cried even louder HAHAHAHAHAHAH
i didn't care how dusty it was, how dirty it was, how disgusting it was, i just hugged it tightly.

hahahahaa but i don't blame the person for playing this sick prank on me. i'm not angry too. i'm just upset that someone can actually be so cruel and sick in the head to want to hurt someone by doing this.

and i know who did it. she knows it too. in her heart she does, and i'm waiting for her to apologize. even if she doesn't, i just hope she won't do it again, not to me, not to anyone.
and i still don't want to believe its you. i want to believe its someone else. but i can't. :(

anyway, what's done is done. at least i got it back in the end. hazel's watch is still missing :(
thank God for everything. really really really thank God. :)

2009-07-12T21:41:00.001+08:00

GAH
i'm studying maths.
but GAH.
i just had to come online.
GAH
i think...
i
might
fall
for
you.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i'm so dead.
>.<

2009-07-12T16:41:00.004+08:00

HELLO WORLD!!!
IT'S A WONDERFULL SUNDAYY!!!
HAHAHAHAHAAHHAAH i love sundays xD

lalalallaa church was gooood ahahhahaahhahahaha

sermon was goooooood, because its siling sharing Ooo ahahahha
i don't know why but church was really gooood today :DD
jie and i had to stay back till 3 waiting for dad, and hahahha church is a good place to study, except that kristy was soooo annoying xD ahahaha so funny lah..hahahahaha still got two more topics for maths. hope to be done soon. quite confident for common test :)

hmm, i've got two deadlines today.
1. Aunty clarinda has appointed meeee to share in the youth on 20th sept.
2. Sherwin is giving me 9 weeks to practice 3 songs. then, its pro-time. haha

for both, i'm quite DEAD.
for one, i don't know what to share on...syf? school? church?
and for the other, i got no drumset at home. and i'm horrible at drums, so i'm quite dead.
oh well, God will help HELP HELP meee. :D
i've decided to buck up for drums and be super pro!!! like sherwin!!! hahaa i'm gonna try. i'm gonna need God. i'm gonna practice like crazy!!! :D

but i haven't chosen my songs yet.
Fast song: Today is the day/ One way
Mid-tempo song: Holy is the Lord /Everlasting God/Our God saves
Slow song: Till i see you? Heart of worship?

hmmmmmm, i don't know. shall ask some of my friends tomorrow. haha
lalalalalala hahahahaha i love going to church :D its like a totally different world there :)
i love the warmth of church.
i love God!!! :D
and i love my friends :D

our God saves :)

2009-07-11T13:26:00.002+08:00

HELLO WORLD!!

I STIL CAN'T GET OVER LES CHORISTES!!!

JEAN BAPTISE MAUNIER(MORHANGE) HAS SUCH A SUPER DUPER NICE VOICE!!!

:DDD

:DDD

:DDD

and he's so cute/hot!!! AHAHAHAHHAAHAHA hahahahaha i should stop my lameness.

xD we watched the show last night as a family, because i borrowed the CD from nadia. HAHA gaaa, jean baptiste maunier is so kawaii!! HAHAAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAAHA ok i'm having goosebumps. ahh

lalalaalala doing D&T assignments now. ahahaha yay i think D&T is quite cool, since my model last year got to be put in the room for displaayyyy yay!!! AHAHA that time we went in the D&T room, i saw my model!!! must try to get it back before graduating :D haha i hada freaking hard time building the LED lights and makign them blink at different times. lalala i remembered only i think 4 of us did LED lights OOOO from my class.

so bored. i haven't done alot of homework yet, and there's math common test next tuesday. I haven't studied!!! D; i can't believe it too :( but on account that i got full marks for the pop quiz, i think maths should be ok la. just look through my notes...

oh ya today's shannon's birthday!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANNON!!! WEEE

bye world~ JEAN BAPTISTE MAUNIER!!!

2009-07-09T18:11:00.002+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEE!!! TO ME TO ME TO MEEEE!!! XD SO EGO HAHAAH
hahahhaaa the long awaited day has come!!! weeeeeee i've been counting down to my birthday xD hahahahaahahaa

yay! i've got so many birthday dedications and presents!
THANK YOU 2C! plus cheryl, mum, dad, sis, grandma, ahma, da jiu ma and da jiu jiu, christie, chris, joshua, yunjie, shannon, sonita and many others as well ;D hahahahahahaahahahahaha ok la, i shall name some special ones from 2c. thanks rachel, nadia, ying yi, suyu, louisa, beatrice, zhuo en, gen, charlotte, celest, charlene, anisha(ohmygee thanks for the song!), shujia, gayle, pooja, and many others others others who wished me happy birthday!! yay thanks :D

hahahahaa but last year was still the best birthday year for me xD cos on my birthday, the class sang birthday songs for me during english peroid, and mr lim sang too, and zhuo en baked me a cake which was yummy haha, and i got alot of presents too xD hahaha

lalalalala time flies when you're having fun, and i'm already 14! haha and alot ALOT of people are telling me to grow up xD hahahaha but i bet that i'll still remain as childish as ever xD hahahaha

i've received many birthday letters and hahahaa i almost cried reading some xD especially jie's one, and xinping's one. ahahaha its like as if i'm going to die soon xD hahahaha i feel like M.J. xD I FEEL SO BLESSED AND LOVED! aww thanks to those who stayed up till 12am to sms me! love y'all!!!

hahahhaahah today is such a nice day ;) but i didn't celebrate much, just went to macs after school to eat lunch with rachel and ying yi! haha IT WAS A SUPER MACS LUNCH XD AHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA

jie bought me a musical box! it palys the song called "ode to joy" hahahaha thanks jie!
lalalalalalalalalalala i'm 14! hehehee

2009-07-08T20:50:00.004+08:00

OHMYGEEEEEEEEE LES CHORISTES!!! MAN, THIS SHOW ROCKS!!!

and OHMYGEEEEEEE jean baptiste maunier!!! HIS VOICE IS MAGNIFIQUE. AHAHAHAHAH the one who sang the solo!!!

hahahaha we watched les choristes for TOP today, but the disc was pirated sheesh. hahahaha but at least we got to enjoy aircon in the music lab. oooo and i kept making alot of noise xD hahahaha

this show is soooooooo touching man. almost cried at the last part. its about a man(the conductor above) trying to get a class of naughty boys to learn singing, and OHMYGEEE JEAN'S(real name) VOICE IS SOO NICE!!! hahaha so high-pitched too xD

hahahahahahahahahah tmr's my birthday!!! WEEEE yay yay yay!!!!

heheheheeheheheheehehehheehehehehehehe i haven't done my homework :X

tofu tofu tofu?! gahhhhhh, i'm crazy

BTW:

LES CHORISTES-THE CHOIR BOYS TRALIER!

NICE VID ~

2009-07-07T20:55:00.002+08:00

hello world.
my standard line...
SIGHS!!!
I SLEPT DURING SCIENCE, HISTORY AND ENGLISH LESSONS TODAY?!!!
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT???
NO I CAN'T.
argh, mr leng grrrrr. WHY WHY WHY MUST THEY POSTPONE PBL??? TSKTSK i was looking forward to no lessons luh. grrrrrr. because nooooo groupwork allowed. we still sit so close to each other in class, no difference... h1n1 will get us when it wants to.

and i had freaking cramps today. FOR THE WHOLE DAY, EVEN AS I'M TYPING NOW.
walau. it was so pain!!! first time i had such horrible HORRIBLE cramps.
pain pain pain.

GAHHHHHHHHH 2 more days! and i'll be one year older. need to enjoy my childhood days xD

i feel like a noob. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel like danfeng.
stupid stupid stupid me!!!

why don't YOU get it?
its not like i want you to know, but its like you don't know at all. its like i'm so stupid.
stupid stupid stupid.
gahhh! i feel like saying, but i know what the result would be, but, GAHH humans are complicated. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel like hiding.

GAHHH WHY DID YOU SAY THE TOFU RHYMING WORD? IT'S STILL LEAVING ME IN A SHOCK!!!

2009-07-06T20:20:00.002+08:00

hello world!
its a holiday today!
went to the library to "study" with yunjie and joshua. didn't do much studying though, since i had no mood to. HAHA ended up disturbing yunjie xD poking and pushing and poking and poking her hehehehehehehheheheeh so fun, since i'm considered the "youngest" among the three of us xD hHAHAAHAHAHAA

oooo the best part about today is getting a treat from joshua!!!
YAY ME!!! JOSHUA ONG TREATED ME TO HAAGEN DAZ COOKIES AND CREAM CONE (BIG ONE) ICE-CREAM!!! WHOOTS!
hahaha it was for my birthday xD but it was so comical xD
because joshua does not open his mouth, SO, haha we were standing outside haagen daz, then the woman came, then he walk away, then hahahahahaahah the woman look at him like he's some weirdo(he is) , THEN, after a super long while, he finally bought the ice cream xD YAY!!! it was my first time eating such a big fat ice cream, and somemore from haagen daz!!! HAHAHA really, the cone was super duper big!!!

haha look at this:
[c=30]Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ†J○ŠhûÄ๏̯͡๏)Jö§hûa† (((m-_-)m ۰۪۪۫۫J۪۫۰۪۫O۪۫۰۪۪۫S۪۫۰۪۪۪۫۫۫H۪۫۰۪۫U۪۫۰۪۪۪۫۫۫A۪۫۰ [/c=20]
i nvr eat 1 whole cone before leh...
SARAH-3 more days!
HAHA
SARAH-3 more days!
today my first time
[c=30]Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ†J○ŠhûÄ๏̯͡๏)Jö§hûa† (((m-_-)m ۰۪۪۫۫J۪۫۰۪۫O۪۫۰۪۪۫S۪۫۰۪۪۪۫۫۫H۪۫۰۪۫U۪۫۰۪۪۪۫۫۫A۪۫۰ [/c=20]
neither did i buy 1 for myself before
SARAH-3 more days!
aww
SARAH-3 more days!
so i very honoured
SARAH-3 more days!
xD
[c=30]Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ†J○ŠhûÄ๏̯͡๏)Jö§hûa† (((m-_-)m ۰۪۪۫۫J۪۫۰۪۫O۪۫۰۪۪۫S۪۫۰۪۪۪۫۫۫H۪۫۰۪۫U۪۫۰۪۪۪۫۫۫A۪۫۰ [/c=20]
yes
06/07/2009 18:16:56 SARAH-3 more days!
yay

HAHAHAHAHAAH LOL!!!
lalalalalala so sad, it was raining today, otherwise we could've roamed around singapore, i'm not kidding xD hahahahahahahaha i REALLY REALLY REALLY wanted to roam around singapore !! and i don't know why, i have this itch to go clarke quay. itch itch GAHHHH i don't know why. its so random xD

HAHAHAHAHA i saw nadia on my way home today xD stupid nadia. i saw some small girl wearing some super familiar one-of-a-kind jacket, and guess wad? it was nadia tay xD LOL!!!

hahahahahahahaahhahahahahahahah besides the fact that joshua kept his mouth shut today and it was raining, i enjoyed myself :D haagen haz ice cream mmmm

HAHA READ THIS:

SARAH-3 more days! says:
ok
i sing u a song
[c=29][ღ·.·•YünJîe¯¨´*·~-ǝɔɐɹƃǝıɾunʎ.¸,.-~*´¨•°o.O••·.·´¯`·.·yυηjιєღღ•º°`°º¤ø,¸gяa¢є][/c] says:
ok
SARAH-3 more days! says:
then u be happy
[c=29][ღ·.·•YünJîe¯¨´*·~-ǝɔɐɹƃǝıɾunʎ.¸,.-~*´¨•°o.O••·.·´¯`·.·yυηjιєღღ•º°`°º¤ø,¸gяa¢є][/c] says:
ok
SARAH-3 more days! says:
mm mmmm mmm
we love zhai
zhaiiiii
[c=29][ღ·.·•YünJîe¯¨´*·~-ǝɔɐɹƃǝıɾunʎ.¸,.-~*´¨•°o.O••·.·´¯`·.·yυηjιєღღ•º°`°º¤ø,¸gяa¢є][/c] says:
lol
nvm
SARAH-3 more days! says:
oohhh zhaii
[c=29][ღ·.·•YünJîe¯¨´*·~-ǝɔɐɹƃǝıɾunʎ.¸,.-~*´¨•°o.O••·.·´¯`·.·yυηjιєღღ•º°`°º¤ø,¸gяa¢є][/c] says:
forget it
shut up!
SARAH-3 more days! says:
yunjie yunjie YUNJIE!!!
[c=29][ღ·.·•YünJîe¯¨´*·~-ǝɔɐɹƃǝıɾunʎ.¸,.-~*´¨•°o.O••·.·´¯`·.·yυηjιєღღ•º°`°º¤ø,¸gяa¢є][/c] says:
SHUT UP!
SARAH-3 more days! says:
OH YEAHHHH
[c=29][ღ·.·•YünJîe¯¨´*·~-ǝɔɐɹƃǝıɾunʎ.¸,.-~*´¨•°o.O••·.·´¯`·.·yυηjιєღღ•º°`°º¤ø,¸gяa¢є][/c] says:
OMG
SARAH-3 more days! says:
WE DOOOOOOO
[c=29][ღ·.·•YünJîe¯¨´*·~-ǝɔɐɹƃǝıɾunʎ.¸,.-~*´¨•°o.O••·.·´¯`·.·yυηjιєღღ•º°`°º¤ø,¸gяa¢є][/c] says:
shut up
SARAH-3 more days! says:
POWW
[c=29][ღ·.·•YünJîe¯¨´*·~-ǝɔɐɹƃǝıɾunʎ.¸,.-~*´¨•°o.O••·.·´¯`·.·yυηjιєღღ•º°`°º¤ø,¸gяa¢є][/c] says:
please
SARAH-3 more days! says:
WPOWWWWWWWWW
WOW
[c=29][ღ·.·•YünJîe¯¨´*·~-ǝɔɐɹƃǝıɾunʎ.¸,.-~*´¨•°o.O••·.·´¯`·.·yυηjιєღღ•º°`°º¤ø,¸gяa¢є][/c] says:
please!
SARAH-3 more days! says:
WOWOW
[c=29][ღ·.·•YünJîe¯¨´*·~-ǝɔɐɹƃǝıɾunʎ.¸,.-~*´¨•°o.O••·.·´¯`·.·yυηjιєღღ•º°`°º¤ø,¸gяa¢є][/c] says:
shut up !!!
SARAH-3 more days! says:
OOH OHOOH OH
YEAHHHHH
HAHA
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i am sadder now
HAHA

stupid yunjie xD hAHAHAAHA be honoured i sang for u lah ahahaha

2009-07-05T16:10:00.002+08:00

hello world.
sundays! my favourite day of the week...
heheh.
sighs, worship was uh. no comments.
we had a talk about gaming today. no link to church though. i thought maybe they would say something about satan and demonic games but nooo, they didn't xD oh well, it was good anyway, just that it was so long it took up bible study time D; yeah quite sad, was looking forward to bible study. OH WELL.

i have no plans for tomorrow yet. have been declining everyone xD haha now i have no plans. no plans no plans no plans NO PLANS!!! sorry luh yj, but i really really am sick of the library!!! GAHHHwhy you want study when its a holiday????????? haha

i really really really want to go ice-skating!!! and and and go roam around singapore, like clarke quay(i dunno why there) and tourist attractions to just chill out la. i don't want to study for once, i don't want to go to some boring old place. then then then can walk around and ask random people to write birthday wishes on a card heh, lame la, but interesting right? or if really really cannot, at least watch movie la, i very very very very very long never watch movies already heh.

sighs, sundays.
it will never be the same again.
you never tell me anything, shifu.
i have a feeling you'll see this...but argh

2009-07-04T22:55:00.003+08:00

hello world.
i "celebrated" my birthday today. went to eat at sizzler.
LOL all thanks to rachel's "wonderful" idea... LOL ok la, i eat until i felt like vomiting xD my stomach is super bloated. the chicken quite nice. spicy. zzz

i don't feel any older. in fact, i think i'm still the kiddo i was since young. and ying yi always calls me "xiao hai". suyu also. haha. alot of people lah. i'm young at heart xD why be so mature now anyway? enjoy what's left of your childhood while you still can! i got no troubles, cos i have God! yay!

lalalalala honestly, i think it'll feel more like my birthday in grandma's house :) i like grandma's house, we're going there tmr!!! YAY i like grandma's garden at the back of her house, and at the front. i still remember going to her house when we were toddlers, me and jie, and sometimes axl and cheyene would come, but rarely. hahahaha then grandma would bring us to go walk around the neighbourhood, and there's this drain that has a batman icon on it, which leads us to the...PLAYGROUND! weeee i love swings swings. heheh

i feel like transferring church. maybe its time to explore other churches.
or maybe its just time to reflect.
God show me the way.

2009-07-03T22:52:00.005+08:00

hello world!!!
hahahahahaha today i skipped tuition xD
you know what happened?
the minute i reached home, i plopped on the sofa and slept. Then my moma came home and i told her i was very very VERY tired. SOOOOO, being a nice moma, she allowed me to skip tuition!!! haha but then i need to make-up on monday :( oh well... at least its in the morning, so i can play the rest of the day heheeeheeee. celebrate my birthday what. .haha

nadia and celest are SOOO funny xD we came up with another title for poker face, its... POKER PANTS!!! COS, i keep singing mamy poko pants xD hahahahahahaha too bad luh, that advertisement has a catchy tune xD POKER PANTS= POKO PANTS + POKER FACE hahahaha we are so stupid.

celest is really very very very very blur. i think she's blurer than a sotong. HAHAHAHAHA... my birthday is in 6 days, but i already know what some of my friends are giving me xD and i'm bribing celest to tell me what charlene's giving me xD but hahahaha i also don't want to know. no surprise :D

hmmm, YAY FORENSIC HEROES 2!!! they came up with no.2 for the drama!! hahaha i'm now hooked onto 3 dramas:
1) likeable or not !!!!!!!! xuanyou!
2) absolute boyfriend !!!!!!! hiro!!!!!!! (second time watching)
3) forensic heroes 2!!!!!!!! i loved no.1

hehehehehehehehehehehe

oh oh oh i still don't know where to go for my birthday. moma asking me for birthday dinner places. hmm, i also don't know. I LOVE SEAFOOD but we just had that for father's day... maybe steamboat moma says, or a korean restaurant, or a japenese restaurant. hahahaha i don't know. hahahaha nadia and i want to go ice-skating to celebrate my birthday!!! hahaha i want to go window-shopping. xD look at sweets. heeeeeheeeeeee

http://www.smilebox.com/ - this website is cool!!!
i know what to do on my birthday! :D its a secret :x

ohohoh we're learning guitar in school for music lessons now!!! YAY!!! WEEEEEEE now i have guitar and violin marks on my fingertips. the guitar marks are more painful. HAHA but the violin marks are sort of "permanent" :(
i bogoshipda you! :)

2009-07-02T20:50:00.002+08:00

AYG ROCKS MAN!!!
haha so much for poning it.
IT WAS REALLY FUN TODAY!!!
AYG makes us bonded.
haha i feel so bonded with the rest of the call room helpers, and we all had soooooooooo much fun today xD
i took a picture with oishi masanori, from Japan who won first in the 400m race. yay!!!
lalala today our job was less stressful because there were lesser races and the weather was fairly good :)

hehehehehe charlene is so funny xD and thanjit is even worse.
you know there's this iran person who forgot to bring his number tag along(each athelete has 2 number tags) and because of that, he was not allowed to take part in the race. can you imagine how sad he must have felt? he let his country down, and it was the finals already, and omg, you can see him almost crying. we all wanted to cry for him too. it was just so sad seeing him sit in one corner :( and smart ass thanjit wanted to take a private jet to swissotel to get his tag, or photocopy another one, or get chlorofoam to make us all faint xD
we tried to stall time for the rest of the atheletes to go up to the starting line, since we were in charge( hehe) but in the end, when we went to watch the race, the iran guy didn't make it. so sad.

gahhhh ohohoh there's this other guy, from uzbekistan, taking part in javelin i think, and hehehehe i like his hair xD so does charlene xD hahahahaahahaha and we kept looking at him do warm-ups. LOL. nothing better to do anyway. hmm, don't know his name though. Thanjit helped me find oishi's name. she just went to peep openly at the file. LOL.
oishi stands for delicious, but i don't know why that's his name xD

lalalalalalalala so much for poning ayg. i'm so glad i didn't. we had so much fun :)

somewhere, among all these, i'll find you here.

2009-07-01T21:23:00.003+08:00

hello world.
cedar doesn't know how to take precautions.
why can't all of us be on LOA?
there's AYG tmr, and honestly, i'm not looking forward to it anymore. its just another suffering day. ;D running here and there, getting all sweaty, getting headaches, getting pissed off with dumb atheletes, and argh, they are so tall and its like they are looking down on me. -.-

>.< i really feel like poning AYG tomorrow, but we're short-handed enough already. fine fine. FOR THE SAKE OF SINGAPORE AND MY CLASSMATES! WEEEEEEEEE so patriotic -.-

hmmmmmm hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i feel happy!
yay!
i'm so stupid.

weeee mum asked me where i want to go to celebrate my birthday.
honestly, i have no place in mind.
and i'm so lucky.
my birthday weekend is extended till monday! yay i get one more day to play.
but, i still have no place in mind.
mum said go big splash. but i'm not interested, and she'll get a heart attack. she didn't even sit on any roller-coaster rides when we went australia -.-
maybe i'll go swimming, but h1n1, swimming quite dangerous.
maybe i'll go cycling, but i've been doing that.
maybe i'll go ikea, cos i haven't bought a table, but hahahaa so funny.
maybe i'll just go to the park and stay there all day.
cos, nothing beats nature. hehe.
hmm, let's just see what God has in mind for meeeeeeeeeeeeeee xD

if anyone has suggestions, feel free to flood my tagboard. HAHA. but nobody even tags anymore...

its weird how i'm smiling just because of this, when nothing's ever going to happen. unless God planned a miracle. I don't know... its like, i'm so happy because of this, but this happens because maybe you're happy with another thing, and its like i'm stupid enough to think its because of this but i don't even know what you think and i don't dare to ask and i don't want to, or you might think that something is wrong. but yeah, something is wrong. very wrong. with me. GAHHHHHHH facebook and blogger and msn's got me addicted to comp man. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i have not done my homework.
fabulous.
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i keep waiting, and waiting and waiting till you pop. but i don't knoww why. :S

Day 1 of AYG

2009-06-30T21:41:00.002+08:00

AYG!!!
was sooooooooo fun/tiring.
hahahaaha CALL ROOM HELPERS, WE ROCK!!! and the honours go to the eight of us from 2C!!! yeah man, we ROCK!!! without us, the atheletes could forget competing. hehe thats how important we were xD

we had to escort them to the starting line, so i basically saw all the atheletes for today. hehehehe they are all sooooo tall and the guys are quite muscular while the girls are super skinny. haha the only thing i regret doing was TO WEAR JEANS. GRRRRRRR it was so super hot and eeky.

the best part was getting to eat dinner as a class, reminds me of the LJ to malaysia. we were all so untied. haha and i love eating as a class in the canteen, its like one step closer to being bonded :) 2C's very quiet. we have a problem. we're too un-hyper. HAHA but anyway, we ROCK!!!

yay yay yay its an honour to help out for AYG. if only it was YOG xD
oh ya, i saw lionel while going into bishan stadium...

sunlight shimmering love...

FIRST DAY OF TERM 3

2009-06-29T20:37:00.004+08:00

HELLO WORLD!
I SURVIVED SCHOOOOOOOOOL!!!
hahahahaha school turned out better than i expected.
except for the h1n1 blah blah precautions. now we MUST eat as a class in the canteen, sharing two tables. hehehehe bonding time!!! LOL ohoh tell you something funny. for sel we had to do some reflection thingy on singapore blah, then one question was: "what's your dream for singapore?" HAHAHA and i was one of the few chosen to share. Guess what i wrote. "To fight h1n1 successfully" ;DDD come on, LAUGH! HAHAHAAHAHAHA

i wasn't really looking forward to AYG yesterday, and that's one of the reasons why i didn't want to go to school haha, BUT, NOW I CAN'T WAIT FOR AYG!!! GAHHHHHHHHH
OHMYGEE my job is to prepare" the atheletes for their events!!!
HOW COOL IS THAT???
but the chances of getting h1n1 is quite HIGHH. but i'm not scared, cos i know God's with me :)
yay, its gonna be so fun :) but i'm just sad that i can't watch my SHOW!!!
and ahem YING YI AND RACHEL, XUANYOU IS CUTE! haha too bad he's not acting in the show anymore, but i still want to watch!!! its rare that i actually like korean dramas ya know? tsktsk, but oh well, ayg is once in a lifetime. i actually feel quite honoured to be helping out in the stadium, but sad, won't be on tv cos i'm working underground. BUT i get to see all the atheletes. HOW COOL IS THAT??? hahahahaha

ayg briefing ended earlier than expected for call room helpers(me) and result-runners, starter-runners and alot of other roles except ushers, so we hung around in the library waiting for nadia and gang to end their briefing. haha then we went to EAT, and i was sooooooo starving.

AND FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE, I TOOK THE CIRCLE LINE! OHMYGEE!!! XD
hahahahahahaha

sighs...back to earth now. back to reality. sometimes the world is sooo superficial. sometimes, people are so superficial.
i don't know. i don't know. i don't know.

troubled souls should keep their troubles to themselves?
because when two troubled people talk about their troubles, all they get is more troubles, more sighs and no answers. in the end, its easier to talk to God.

you hold my world
in the palm of your hand
and I'm yours forever :)

2009-06-28T22:11:00.002+08:00

hello world...
ITS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL HOLIDAYS!!!
BUT like what roy said today, WE SHALL LOOK FORWARD TO SCHOOL! :DDD

yup, its just that i dislike rainy days in school...the whole school'll be wrapped in darkness, and its like so blurry blah.
the only reason i go to school is to learn more things :) yep, i treasure education. don't you?

however, i still feel abit... dreaded to go to school tomorrow. its nothing big though. sooner or later i'm gonna realise that school's gonna be fun. its just that i don't want to leave holidays yet... i miss church. although i'm contradicting myself. its like, in church, there are no troubles. i sort of like the people there, but i still feel out of place, but i don't know why i miss church so much. xD i miss the people, but its not like i mix with them.
*shrug shoulders*
i'm wei-rd.
very.

hmm, anyway, church was ok today. sermon was VERY GOOD. so glad we had youth today, and roy shared. i'm thankful for school, but i don't feel like going back just yet. you know?

and i'm so glad we had class today. i don't know why but i just decided to tell the class how i really felt then. about band prac and yeah, haha i uh sort of uh ... >.< i tried to control, but i just... couldn't. well, i felt sooo much better, knowing that my class is behindd me all the way. you know, actually at first i thought that they would think i'm stupid or i'm an idiot or that they just won't care how i felt, but they were actually nicer than nice. that's the reality of going to church. you feel much better. thanks to meredith, janene, christie, kumiko and aunty clarinda. she's the best teacher :)

hmm, went for band prac. it was supposed to be 1-4, but i left at 2 xD i had some hair issues hehe :D hmm, i feel quite suck-ish. let's say my confidence level dropped from 50% to 40%. yep. you can seeee, they all think i'm gonna freak out in front of them and start breaking down. they just don't trust me. i don't expect them to anyway. haha seeing how suckish i was. i just can't believe i actually signed up for WAMM. i used to hide in my small lil hole at some corner, but now its like hammering my hole and digging me out, feels weird. i prefer hiding in the hole. that's what im famous for in youth camp. HAHA i'm serious. i just can't socialise with church peeps.

LET'S JUST SAY I'M SHY. xD SHY? LOl i guess i'm shy in front of older people. hahahahaha

bye world. i'm going to z-land, school starts tmr.

i miss you?

2009-06-27T23:24:00.003+08:00

hello world!!!
I CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN AND AND AND I CUT MY HAIR!!!
WEEEEEEEEE but its growing out of shape so i'll probably soft rebond it tmr...
grr i hate rebonding hair. sheesh.

anyway, today's quite boring...i did nothing much..
left chinese story to write, and MY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK WILL BE OFFICIALLY DONE.
apparently, im horrible at chinese so that'll have to wait... sighs, so much work to do. Going back to school will be worse.

AND THEY CHANGED OUR TIMETABLE!!! PE IS ON THURSDAY??!!!
now we'll have to wear our PE shirts thrice a week.
this STINKS! literally -.-
and PE has to be on handbell day. WOW. the teachers are SOOO CARING -.-

anyway, i'm actually not looking forward to going back to school.
its just facing the same people.
facing the same problems.
facing more homework.
facing less play-time.
facing exams.
facing stress.
facing a mundane life.

not that holidays actually brightened things up, but it did shine a lil' light.
now, there's absolutely no light.

lalala since when did i speak so english-ish?

oh well, life goes on even when there's school.
the only interesting thing everyday is to learn something new,but in singapore, well, that's hard.

ANYWAY, HERE'S TO LEARNING NEW THINGS IN TERM 3.
GOODBYE HOLIDAYS. I'D MISS YOU!
and you

ps, i'm NOT in love ;D

2009-06-26T20:37:00.003+08:00

hello world!
i've change my chinese tuition to fridays. zzz well this helps. at least my sundays are freee now.
sometimes i think i'm stupid.
but come to think of it, its better that i changed my tuition timing haha...why am i talking about TUITION???!!!
hahahahaah holidays are ending, i'm not laughing. dude.
WHY??? MOE SO MEAN. cry. school holidays aren't even holidays to begin with. they are just another term for "THE BEGINNING OF TORTURE" with all the blah blah homework that the school gives. so much for a HOLIDAY. Go check the dictionary lah mrs principal. -.-

time flies when you're having "fun". its just gonna be the same old boring routine from now on till the "holidays" again. grrrrrrrrrrrrr singapore students have deprived childhoods.

the world is sooo ironic. are we getting any better? people are destroying mother nature, killing poor little animals, and ultimately killing themselves. should i laugh? HAH.
why do we always have to strive for the best? have you ever thought that maybe the best has already been done and there's nothing more we should do? einstein should never have created the nuclear bomb right? wasn't a small bomb enough? maybe its time that humans should slow down and just sit back, relax. our technology is getting too advanced.

oh well, God's in control. everyday's just a day closer to the end of the world.
michael jackson died. wow. oh well.

well maybe i'm in love (love)...

2009-06-25T21:05:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA hello world!
went to do CIP with suyu today. haha it seems like the library is my second home LOL
it was quite slack today, sad... haha but it was fun :)
we made new friends!!!
joel and a girl(sorry, i don't know your name xD)
ya haha and most of the time, four of us were just cutting stuffs, counting stuffs, making boxes, and cutting more stuffs -.- i can't cut. i can do anything but cut. HAHA seriously, i can't hold the scissors properly xD the problem of a leftie. haha

you know what? i thought that suyu and i were the "older" ones, so i thought that we could boss 'em around, BUT joel's sec4!!! i thought he was sec1, seriously. oh well, so we couldn't bully them. hahahaha

hmm, so this whole holiday i actually did 14 hours of CIP. YAY ME!!! hahaha 100 hours is gonna be over soon. i think im almost done, because i helped with the musical props last year :)

hahahahaahaha suyu's hilarious.
super hilarious xD

the weirdest of things can happen anytime, anywhere, without you knowing it. and sometimes, they're for the better of things :)

2009-06-24T20:41:00.002+08:00

hello world!
went to study with yunjie and irritating joshua.
was a borriingg day, not saying you lah yj, but then whole day study can die one xD haha thats why its boring.
the only fun part was getting to PUNCH JOSHUA ONG.
i think i punched him 30+ times?
hhahaha don't accuse me of bullying, its just because we made a pact that i could punch him and he could punch me.
i realise that joshua and i keep fighting. like really realy fighting. and silent quarrels. then yj will be like "hais, you two..." haha yj so funny xD

OH AND I FINALLY HEARD JOSHUA'S VOICE?!
that stupid irritating human.
FINALLY!
sarah's got her way to force people to do things ^^ haha
it was so funny how we got him to talk xD hahahahaa but its violent, so i shall not elaborate.
stupid person.
so conscious of his voice for what??? -.-

yeah, anyway, i slept during tuition today. HAHHAAHAHA like mrs liew was talking halfway then my eyes just closed and yeah i zonked off. then i woke up awhile ltr. xD hahaha im so hopeless hahaahahaa

its easier to let go of things now. :)

2009-06-22T21:56:00.003+08:00

lalalalalalalala i went to rachel's house for art project today.
OUR ART PROJECT ROCKS!!!
WEEEEEEE ITS SOOOOOOO NICE!!!
AND THE MOODBOARD IS SO PRETTY!!! YAY

rachel and i rock! haha our 3D work took so much THINKING and doing. but it all became good :)

grrr, some people don't have bus courtesy grrr
i was on the double deck bus 62, then no one was on the top level of the bus except me and a family, then i sat arnd the middle of the bus. THEN arnd 3 bus stops ltr, some guys came up the bus and ARGH the y so irritating!!!
llike a big grp of them came then they walked walked walked then suddenly halt in front of me with that "oh you're so scared" looks, then they started laughing b4 going to the back. WALAU EH!!! THEN ONE GUY, THINK HE WAD AH, TRIED TO PUSH HIS WAY INTO MY SEAT!!! cos i was seating on the outside one, then he tried to grrr. walau, just cos im a girl and im younger doesn't mean im a pushover. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

JOSHUA ONG SHENG LIT, you are very lucky. i shall not scold you because its not good to. and i don't want to. But if i could, i'd give you a punch in your face now. Or anything else that hurts. grrrr i will control. i will control. i will control. control... control.. control...

2009-06-21T22:02:00.002+08:00

heyoo...
TODAY WAS SO FUNN!!
btw, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!

lalalala hmm, went to church today:) the best part was BAND PRAC!!!
yep just last week i had 0% confidence, but this week it moved up to 50%? yep
its amazing how accurate God's timing is. :)
SAMMY, TIFFY, AARON AND ME ROCKED!!! yeah hehehehehe we formed one of the two bands and we had to move to the children ministry room to practice. ben helped me today :) since i think sherwin was helping amanda? haha
anyway, i think its the smaller room that gave me more confidence, because lesser people were there :)

Ruth and danielle "took care" of us today, and i think Ruth is real good!!! hhahahaha oh ya, we asked ser kit to join us today, cos he, sammy, tiffy and me are from grp faithful for youth camp last yr, BUT he didn't want to come xD anyway, it was still fun with aaron as the guitarist :D

lalala tiffy and sammy are so nice :) i hope that we'll remain in the same band every week :D

hmm, then after band prac i rushed to tuition, then we went sraight to fetch mum from work and to EAST COAST PARK!!! to cycle :DD my fav thing to do :)
THEN THEN THEN we ate at long beach rastaurant to "celebrate" father's day :) hehe i got to eat bamboo clam!!! but not chilli crab, since they said the crab wasn't good today xD haha

its just that you're too popular

2009-06-20T20:48:00.003+08:00

hello world...
yesterday was super fun! we went to ngee ann poly which was sooooooo far away from my house..ARGH!!! then we got "lost" in the BIG FAT SCHOOL! -.- argh nobody knew where was block 80, except the cleaners. LOL! anyway, we went for the forensic science workshop blahblah and we had to investigate a murder. "HOW DID AH BENG DIE???"

he died of hyperglacemia.

and we had to test his URINE SAMPLE TWICE.

which was the BLEH part.

hahahaha but other than that, it was cool :) i like the hands-on, inserting weird chemicals and drugs into super tiny tubes which are really super tiny. haha

went to do CIP with nadia today. the person in charge (Zed) was very nice to us, cos he allowed us to "choose" what we wanted to do. we tended a "booth" something like to redeem something after borrowing books.

it was fun :) and tiring. and irritating when all the small kids come at the same time --- lol

i'm soooo tired now. watched "ABSOLUTE BOYFRIEND" last night. actually i watched the drama series before, but then i missed the first few episodes. and the only reason why i watch is because HIRO is acting!!! yay haha, i don't go crazy over kim bum or superjunior or all that crap that other people go crazy over.

i go crazy over HIRO! :) favorite jap actor. heheheheheheehe. Don't ask me why. i'm wei-rd. lol..

lalala my tagboard's dead?

2009-06-18T20:51:00.003+08:00

lalalala
i did CIP with nadia today...
LOL it was super FUN. we made bracelets for the kids in the library lol. so weird.
my colour combos and hers are way different.
hers= colourful
mine= shiny

hahahaahahaahahahaaha serious. and the beads keep falling off the string ARGH. so she called me BUTTERED FINGERS!!! LOL we had fun though. sighs, i feel like poking someone. someone...

should i poke you?
POKES!

but i don't feel better :x im having sleepless nights. i can't do it! sighs...

we're going ngee ann poly tmr for forensics workshop. AND ITS ALL THE WAY AT CLEMENTI! argh.

anyway, bye world.
my tagboard is dead

its like all we ever talk about now is you and your buddy. and its not exactly what i wana talk about everyday. why can't true friends talk about more than just that? and i'm scared that one day you'll forget about me that there's nothing left to hold. i'm tired of always hearing that, when i'm already troubled myself. yet telling each other our sorrows ain't helping us much.

oh God, be here for me, i know you will.

2009-06-16T18:43:00.003+08:00

hello people!!!
hahahaha hmm, today had been a FUN DAY (:
went swimming with yunjie and joshua.
but what we did most of the time in the pool was to jump up and down in the pool trying to do weird stuff in the water xD haha we tried to dive, sit, lie down, hold our breath, float, drown, do handstands and be lame. lol yeah, but i swam :) not like the LAZY yunjie... haha

hmmm, then we did homework in the library after lunch. yay i managed to finish ALL MY HOMEWORK! that i planned to do today :) with the help of joshua's muteness plus brain and
yunjie's lameness. LOL.

happy that i finally FINALLY got to swim. yay me xD hahahahahahahhahahahahahahaha
stupid joshua. you got a mouth to talk. -.-

anyway, yunjie and i had FUN! yay and i just rmb that i have FORENSIC workshop this friday at ngee ann poly. grrr, and i have GB lunch too. darn. now i can't go for GB lunch. hais. its been a long time since i met my pri sch friends and our instructors. we were so victorious xD haha oh well, i've been looking forward to the forensic workshop. hope its practical! :)

sometimes the truth is not needed...you just get it

2009-06-15T20:57:00.002+08:00

hello world :)
went for history project in the morning.
yawns, i woke up late, and had to ask dad to fetch me to mrt. Otherwise i would've to run there xD met ying yi there, then we went straight to school. lalala it was quite well done overall. so much better than literature project. and fast too.
then after that i was supposed to do CIP with suyu, but i got a super bad headache and i didn't want to go... but after awhile i was ok so i went to rachel's house to do art project. I like rachel's house, so big and airy and bright. my house is always dark, i don't know why too. haha

sighs, came home at 7, just right to watch "likeable or not" ^^ yay i like watching danfeng and baihu. hehe

i'm going to work hard on practising the drums. i think that yesterday i really just freaked myself out for nothing. hahahahahahahaaha but still, i was really horrible. so, now i shall work hard. :)

thank you Lord, for everything you've done in my life. thank you Lord, for giving me peace and comfort and help in my times of need. thank you Lord for everything. :)

2009-06-14T22:05:00.002+08:00

i just realised my last year youth camp group "FAITHFUL", all the members are in WAMM except rachel and gabriel. COOL RIGHT? and we're all different roles ^^let's start with the lao pok(oldest):
Wenqiang: DRUMMER!!
Kenneth: SINGER xD la la LA
Ser kit: GUITARIST! strum strum
Samantha!: BASS! dom dom dom
ME: DRUMMER!!! (wenqiang's descendent xD)
Tiffany!!: PIANIST!!! hehe

Oh yeah, we rock!!! but i'm still horrible with the drums.real horrible.

And and and i wana say, Sherwin's the best mentor ever!!! even though i was SUPER irritating and annoying, he wasn't angry at all :) and still encourage me. THANKS SHERWIN! although you wont see this xD

today has been one of the worst/best sundays in life. yeah cos alll sad things turn out happy :) so its the worst/best sunday ever.

AND AND AND THANKS SAMMY!!! THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR MEEEE :) i felt so out of place at band practice today. YOU made everything better :) thanks although you won't see this xD

haha i've been an idiot today. i've been everything today. but i'm loving life and loving it.
most of all, I LOVE GOD.
thanks God, for everything. without you, i won't be ok. i will never be. and i know you'll see this. Cos i'm a child of God.

:)

2009-06-12T14:37:00.003+08:00

ARGH!
holidays don't feel lke holidays anymore.
We think we have alot of homework to do, so we don't go out, but then we stay cooped up at home doing the boring stuff that we can't concentrate at all and then our holidays seem screwed.
Walau.
the only thing i can do at home is:
do homework
play computer
watch tv
eat
sleep
DIE OF BOREDOM!!!

sheesh.
i feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel sooooooooooo boreeeddd at hoomee.
but even if i go out, its still boring.

i want something exciting.
i want to do something adventurous. dangerous?
anything but to diee of boredom!!!
and the thing is, i can't concentrate on my homework.
i keep coming online.
and
THIS
IS
BAD.

i keep... thinking of stupid things. and doing stupid stuffs. and just making everything seem so gloomy when all i have to do is to tell myself to stop thinking about it but i can't seem to control my feelings.

nah, i don't want this post to sound like i'm sad, cos i'm not.
i'm just trying to forget things.
BUT i can't.
i'm not sad.
i'm distracted.
i'm everything but sad.
i'm not angry too.
i'm just so confused inside.

deep down, i don't know how i really feel...
try being me now. wonder how long i can stand.

2009-06-11T23:22:00.002+08:00

hello world =)
went out with ying yi today to bugis =)
bought a shoulder bag and a plain tee(which came with a free necklace!)
yay i'm happy xD
finally got out of the house.
tmr i'm gonna cut my hair... haha, its growing out of shape.
OH YA, I'M SELLING MROE STUFFS NOW AT MY BLOGSHOP! DO SUPPORT!!! http://www.the-shoppingfreak.blogspot.com/ HURRY!!! YOU WONT REGRET IT! MORE things available soon =)

hais i dunno what to say about life.
it's quite stupid to cling on to something unrealistic right? like...and i don't even know what's wrong with me.
I don't think i ever felt so deflated, so defeated, like the world's against me or something.
it just feels like i dunno what God's telling me
one minute its yes, the next it seems no...
but i know that as long as i trust in God, he'll make everything right again.
I just gotta leave it to him. I just gotta believe in him. Have faith in him.
Yeah it might seem hard. but i'm sure i can do it. i know God's timing is absolutely perfect, and he has a reason for everything, and i shouldn't be upset now, but i can't help it.
i feel just abit sad

2009-06-10T12:55:00.008+08:00

lalalalalalalalalalalala
watching likeable or not really makes me smile :)
now i forgot wad i wanted to say...
oh well, its good to forget things.
especially when they aren't very nice...

but the best remedy is to pray to God.
that's what i learnt.
That's why i just can't write down how angry/sad i am here.
because they go away in a flash.
but i still can't help thinking about it.
thinking about what i saw.

lol, why do we have these kinda problems when we're only 14?
oh well, no point dwelling over things.
just
let
go
and
let
God
:)
everything will be fine

2009-06-09T10:56:00.002+08:00

hello world!
hahahahaaha
i don't feel like updating about the trip cos there's loads to say xD but it was cool...
and fun and stuff... and alot of walking adn walking and walking and taking mrt and walking and shopping and eating eating eating... hahaahahahahaa the best thing about eating was that we got to try THE MANGO KING lol be jealous rachel! oh yeah, i got to eat MANGO!!! haha we took a picture of it. but jie took the camera out, so i can't upload it. FINEE...
anyway, singapore is better than taipei, no offence. haha. cos taipei isn't as upgraded as singapore. xD haahahaahaha

yeaterday they came to my house. our lit group. to do the stupid corridor film. and we took a long tims to convert quicktime to windows media player but it can't work. still. FINE. stupid lit. i won't take it next year. xD seriously...

lalaalalala shannon's in malaysia, and i got her password. HEHEEHHEEHHEHEHEEEEEEE i can go write rubbish in her blog :DDD

'cause tonight will be the night...

2009-06-07T14:35:00.002+08:00

IM IN HONG KONG NOW!!!
HAHA i'm at the hong kong airport now waiting for the transit back to singapore... haha we have to take two planes to get back homee...

hehe ok anyway, since i managed to get the free internet service in hong kong, might as well talk about my trip...
it was ok la, we went to many places, especially shopping places xD its like taiwan is fulll of sjhopping.

YOU HARDLY SEE TEENAGERS STUDYING!!! THEY DON'T EVEN CARRY BOOKS -.- not fair right? you can also see many teens shopping on weekdays... so good lor... their lives are so carefree :) haha ok so, i bought a top, three-quarters, 2 shorts- skirt and a school bag. haha. the school bag that i bought, you can't find the same one in singapore :PPP yay!!!

lol, today's sunday but the only thing that i'm doing today is flying planes and hanging around airports... sad... typical sundays= going to church, drumming and tuition(bleh) sad...

ya anyway, i'll updates more on the trip in singapore because this keyboard is full of germs and j=hong kong has h1n1 so i should u-know... beware xD haha ok BYE!!!

2009-06-03T17:55:00.001+08:00

HEY PEOPLE!!!
I'M GOING TO TAIWAN SOON!! YAY!!!
I'LL BE FLYING OFF TOMORROW AT 10AM AND WILL BE BACK ON SUNDAY NIGHT :)
MISS ME!!~

2009-06-02T21:21:00.003+08:00

2009-06-02T10:42:00.002+08:00

oh man...my life feels screwed.
if only i didn't... i feel so :S mixed up inside.
happy sad happy sad. not mood swings.

anyway, besides that, 2c class outing was ULTRA-FUN!!!! yay!!!
but lets start from the morning...
went to do CIP with wenqi and rachel at toa payoh library(yeah i dunno why i went so far)..and while rachel was downstairs arranging things(who ask u pangseh us first???), me and wenqi were upstairs having FUN!!! it was "hard work" la. but it was FUN! we had to throw away 14 boxes of paper, which was really bad, but then when we transfered the sacks of paper to the "dumping area" we saw the recycling sign so i was so relieved xD
then we still had alot of time left, so the first part was mainly moving heavy boxes here and there, then we got to shred paper for the workshop on saturday, then we glued this form onto the 1000 envelopes. haha. so overall it was soooo much better than shelving.

lol, SO after that we went straight to east coast park AND GUESS WAD? WENQI ACT-ED SMART and made us take bus 155, but in the end we had to walk a looong distance to the chalet. tsk... but fine, i like walking haha.haaha and we tot we were late, but we reached earlier than everyone else!!! HAHA so we stoned outside the chalet for charlene to come. haha.

then then then, ok so we played some class bonding games, was funny. xD. and we played WATER BOMBS!!! yeah, i felt like killing wenqi. TELL HER SO MANY TIMES NOT TO HIT ME COS MY INJURY CANT TOUCH WATER, AND SHE HAD TO SPLAT ME. -.- lucky thing the water touched my legs but not my wound.haha oh ya, we witnessed so many injuries ytd, and we helped them too! hahaa got this small boy who flew off the bike and kena nose bleed and blood everywhere. haha. then still got alot of gory cases. bleh.

ok so anyway, since it was ald 4 plus, we decided to rent bikes!!! YAY!!! i was waiting for that xD so we walked a long way to the rental store, but me and charlotte and charlene was fast, cos two of them were blading while i was walking next to them. haha then we took faster to get there and we all rented bikes for 2 hours. and here comes the best part: we cycled and cycled and i was next to charlotte who was blading and we were having loads of fun!! haha then more people came, as in more people from the class came, then we waited for them and then we sorta all played together. then it was 6 plus ald, AND I WANTED TO CATCH MY SHOW!!! SO, we cycled back to the chalet to get some money to buy dinner, but charlotte, jolene accompanied me to watch tv in the chalet with charlene's bro and dad. haha. and yay i got to catch xuanyou and danfeng who almost kissed!!! and xuanyou looks so... xD ... haha!!

ok then after that scene, we decided to walk to where the 2c-ians were cos we felt bad to make them buy back dinner for us xD haha then we met them halfway, then we walked back to the chalet together. and we eat eat eat on the beach. it was PITCH-BLACK but thats the best part haha. we sat on the sand and ate and looked at the stars. and the moon. and the sea. and felt the breeze, which felt like freedom. and everything felt so happy. :) anyway, i think me and ying yi were the first to eat finish, then we decided to scream!!! the best thing to do when you are at the beach xD haha THEN, everyone started cam-whoring, except me and ying yi. we decided to stand super near the sea and see if the waves could touch us. well in the end, this big fat wave came to us but i was the first to run away. haha. it touched ying yi though. haha standing at the sea is the most calming thing to do. don't you think? then we lied down on the sand. HAHAA. just for fun. and just before we were about to leave, we had one last SCREAM!! then wenqi's dad fetched me ,ying yi, pearlyn and siyu home. haha. but i was the only one who got sent straight home cos my house is on the way. haha. so i reached home about 9 plus? yeah. was out for 12 hours. xD but its not my first time la ahaha.

anyway, i wana thank God for keeping us all safe yesterday, although ying yi almost drowned. haha. and that my wound didn't get infected or anything or that i didnt fall off my bike and charlotte didnt fall off her blades even though both of us were closing our eyes. haha. and that at least 19 people came, which was more than half the class :)

but i didn't get to take my class comm pic :( haha the joke was that cos me, wenqi and rachel were at the library, we decided to plan for the outing, then rachel said:"besides, we are half the class comm xD" HAAH , which totally makes sense. haha.

"Where Did I Go Right?"-Hilary Duff
I'm always too late
I see the train leaving
I'm always laughing
When it's not cool to smile

I'm always aiming
But somehow keep missing
So how did you get here
Something is wrong
[CHORUS:]
Where did I go right
How did I get you
How come all this blue sky is around me
And you found me
Where did I go right
How did I get you
I don't know how I did
But somehow now I do

I'm always driving
Forget where I'm going
Should have turned left
But I was singing some song
And I, I am arriving
As everyone's leaving
But there you are waiting
Something is wrong
[CHORUS]
Makes no sense to me
No it isn't clear
But somehow you're standing here
Something gets to me
It's that nothing is wrong
[CHORUS 2X]

correction: everything's wrong

2009-06-01T22:38:00.002+08:00

HEYO
today was greatt!
2C rocks my socks!
yay i love the class gathering.
shall update more tomorrow!
too tired to do it now haha...
we rock!
i love cycling!
i love the sea!
i love the sand!
i almost drowned xD
i got to still watch LIKEABLE OR NOT!!!
xuanyou xD
haha
we did cip today!
rocks!
weeeeeeee ok bye.

:S

2009-05-31T14:30:00.002+08:00

HAHA... heeeheeeee
i can't help but to smile like a crazy person :DDD
haha... WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE i'm so happy today :D because... :DDD haha i shall not reveal it here :D
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee happy happy happy!!!
hahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaa

today's GDOP(global day of prayer), but i'm not going. haha. because, i can pray myself. :D

-THE END. -
my day rocks!

did you feel the mountains tremble?

2009-05-30T11:51:00.005+08:00

hello world.
scratch that last post. my sister helped me with my phone problem. PHEW.
i'm so relieved.
anyway, i'm alone at home now... I WILL BE ALONE AT HOME FOR THE WHOLE DAY...
dad's in shanghai, mum's at work, sis's watching movie with isabel. SO, i'm stuck at home.
went for violin just now. DECIDED TO WALK. actually, I BRISK-WALKED ALL THE WAY. you know why? COS I TOT I WAS RUNNING LATE. and there was a weird-o at the park. so i walked faster. -.- and i reached the doorstep of my violin class exactly at 10.15am LOL. comical la. i was there really on the dot.
ok so anyway, it started pouring outside, but since i was eeek-ing on my violin, i couldn't hear the rain, but i knew it was going to rain cos the sky was grey. and then i realised that i forgot to close the kitchen windows. BUT LUCKILY I DIDN'T COME BACK FOR A SURPRISE. haha the kitchen wasn't flooded.
then after class i went to buy lunch and walked all the way home again with my super heavy violin. i dislike taking buses. WE SHOULD DO OUR PART TO SAVE THE EARTH. moreoever, walking in nature is better than sitting in the stuffed up bus like a lazy pig. hah!

ok so the hols are here. but it doesn't quite feel like it's here. its like something's missing. i can't say i really look forward to the hols cos then i will be stuck at home doing homework :/ which i don't want to do... you know i realise that i'll always find that i'm missing something because i'm always thinking of something which i can never get. and it'll always feel empty for that reason. don't ask.

anyway, the last few days of school was not very slack, mrs chia kept piling maths homework on us, mrs rw's making us do the whole O-level english assessment, mr leng was slack la, and mdm goh went to china with nadia for the exchange program and left homwork for us -.- can't wait for the AYG to commence. YAY CEDAR GIRLS' SEC 2 LEVEL WILL BE REPRESENTING SINGAPORE. we're hosting the AYG at bishan stadium for the first week and might be on TV!!! haha.
OH YA, we got back our report books. not bad la. 5As, 1B and 1C. C is for literature(dunno how i became so horrible. i used to be better at lit-.-). B is for higher chinese, haha which is so unexpected, since i failed the first test. oh well, compos pull my marks up :)))
hmm, i love our art project :) mine and rachel's. ahaha its so nice. oh ya i've got great news. i can't wait to tell dad. hope he'll be proud of me. But i really hope this time i really get in, like really get in.

OH AND I RECEIVED A CERTIFICATE OF APPRECIATION FROM THE NATIONAL LIBRARY BOARD. for doing CIP. haha. i'm such a good citizen xD but everyone got it la. so like, its so common. tsk. FINEE. but i did 20 hours last year. i think altogether i've got 44 hours of CIP ald. i'm half-way there. oh and ms teh owe me musical-props hours. haha i helped her last year to make the props for cedar musical and got my finger burnt. HAHA. but it was so fun xD and i signed up for CIP for selling handmade flowers to support the Singapore Cancer Society. actually that is i really want to help, its not actually for the amount of hours i get. they came to our school and i bought 10 flowers from them. haha. i'm so nicee xD

yay shannon gimme kinder joy! but she can't pick the right one. cos i can't play with it :( its just a baby dinosaur that can't move ;( haha. now i owe her kinder joy. :PPP

2009-05-29T21:00:00.003+08:00

damn.
my phone's going cranky X(
ARGH. people keep beeping me on msn!!! ARGH! ARGH! ARGH! I'M NOT GOING ONLINE!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i feel like crying. i feel like screaming. my blood's boiling and I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH! i'm trying to control my emotions. no vulgarities. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

UGh YOU DON'T KNOW HOW ANGRY I AM NOW. I'M VERY ANGRY. VERY. everything's not working! and people keep rushing me. ARGH!!! STOP IT! ITS SO UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! now my bluetooth can't work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and the stupid phone cable too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how am i going to do my things you tell me?!!!!!!!! DAMN im so pissed.

SHEESH.
trying to control.TRYING VERY HARD TO CONTROL. I FEEL LIKE A BOMB READY TO EXPLODE.
wish you could evaporate. away. from. me.
nothing's going right.

i should just let go and let God.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-26T15:22:00.005+08:00

HELLO WORLD
today was quite h-o-r-r-i-b-l-e :/
i don't know why but i was in a really bad mood. i got angry at every teeny weeny thing... -.- and i feel so bad that i'm having a bad mood, cos i must have angered those around me. lol EXCEPT CELEST CHOOO CHOO!!! haha aiyo that girl, i bet she is changing her braces now. lol.

anyway, everything felt horrible partly cos of my leg which excreted PUS AGAIN TODAY. dude its been 4 days!!! even anisha's leg healed in two days x( and thats why i really wanted to go home. really. so i just couldnt wait for school to end. sighs anyway, i don't like talking about unhappy stuff but i wana say sorry to anyone if i pissed you off. haha...

i also realise that people are VERY inconsiderate, VERY. singaporeans and cedarians alike. i already have three examples today. and its very annoying to see that people can be so inconsiderate. ARGH. i feel like killing them xD

OH YA, PLEASE SUPPORT MY BLOGSHOP @ http://www.the-shoppingfreak.blogspot.com/ . help a teenager who wants to earn money to lessen her parent's burden. THANKS!!!
(i really feel bad for eating into their salary, so please help me. i will use my money wisely.)

oh and i realise i have 3 blogs and 4 tagboards now... haha i decided not to use shoutmix for the advertisements tagboard at my blogshop. i used my older tagboard instead. from my old tagboard. haha i deleted all the msgs from last yr, and i realised that my blog was so alive last yr. Common people like rachel,shannon,xinping, charlotte,yanyi, christie kept tagging. haha but this blog xinping very long nvr tag ald. although i know she secretly reads. haha. and lasttime it was so nice, cos we were all so close.
the world is as imperfect as everyone, because everyone make up the world...
*grits teeth and accepts fact*

2009-05-24T16:16:00.002+08:00

BOO!!
hello world. haha i just realised that i've been blogging everyday...haha but its cos my life is toooo exciting ;) haha
its SUNDAY!!!
yay!!! weeeeeeeeeeee happy happy happy :DDD sermon was very very very good today. Siling(i don't know how to spell her name) was very good. its like what she said made sense and really connected with us :) haha and worship was so blasting cos they got sky as the drummer. and he kept jamming on the toms. haha. so loud. actually i don't like to play loudly, so when sherwin is teaching me i usually look like i have 0% confidence haha. but actually thats quite true. cos i'm afraid of making mistakes. ahaha which i always do. lol. anyway, sherwin taught me this "cool" beat tdy cos it was "getting boring" and i took so long like just to get it right. you know sometimes it sounds so easy to play, but when you actually play it, it isn't that easy anymore. or maybe its cos i lack confidence xD haha
note to self: be confident!!! :DDD

i'm ultra super duper happy today!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEE~if this could only go on forever :)

its more than just wathcing the clouds go by...

2009-05-23T14:53:00.004+08:00

-TROUBLE IN TOKYO

TEEN TITANS GO!!!

whoots~ i watched the teen titans movie just now on cartoon network xD

ok this sounds stupid but haha i actually wrote it in my school diary that today got movie haah and celest saw it!!! :O and thinks its stupid. HAHA ok i am trying to create a blogshop now and its taking very long... tsk... haha i want to sell my clothes la. they take up so much space and i don't even wear some of them... and i can use the money i earn as pocket money!!! then my mum wouldn't need to give me money :) she can spend it herself. hehe. aiya, i feel bad that i use more than half her salary every month for my pocket money, violin and drum fees, tuition fees, bills and stuff...

okok anyway, i realise we don't have homework this weekend!!! YAY!!! so i get to slack a while. hehe.

BACK TO TEEN TITANS:

it was fa-bu-lous!!! YAY it was so cool, how someone could actually think of this kind of plot. haha and robin is so cool! lol.

BRUSHOGUN!

lalalalalaalaala i realize that my injury is still bleeding??? nah i can see the blood seeping out of the bandage thingy. BLEH. so sad, can't go swimming, can't go cycling, can't go jogging. -.- can't even walk properly. haha.

ok i shall finish editting my blogshop.

bye! teen titans go!!!

2009-05-22T14:53:00.003+08:00

HEY PEEPS!!!
TODAY WAS A GREAT DAY. BECAUSE I GOT FREE HL MILK XD
haha i shall rewrite the whole scene down...

AHEM. so it was PE today. and we played netball. and then we were playing and playing and then things got heated and then BAM! i fell on the ground. NOT JUST ANY GROUND. GRAVEL GROUND. AND NOT JUST FALLING. I SLIDED ACROSS THE FLOOR. SO "OUCH!" man, the whoole thing keeps playing in my head again and again and i get so eeky everytime i hear the whoosh sound. BLEH.

so i was shocked, sitting on the floor with my injured leg up and looking at everyone like a goldfish, haha, then pooja and charlene came to the rescue!!! WEEE charlene brought me to the toilet to wash my wounds, while pooja the red cross pro went to take the first-aid kit. then we went to the side foyer and mr tan was there too. So they start applying antiseptic on my wound, pooja and mr tan, and it was not pain :D, then they tried to put the gauze thingy and trying ti stick it when hehe, my knee was wet(just wash mah). so mr tan took tissue to wipe it. then they tried again. YAY then the thing was soaked with BLOOD.

haha then mr tan treat us to drinks. he gave 6 dollars to charlene to buy drinks for me, her, him and pooja. then charlene bought milk for me :D and another milk for nobody :D then we returned the money to him. then since mr tan didnt want the milk, so we gave it to mr chan. and then haha so funny, we say it was from mr tan then it was so gay after that xD haha ok anyway, i couldn't play the rest of the game D; oh oh oh and mr tan thought i was pro!!! haha and thought i played netball :DDD haha yay i so pro!!! ok i shall not be ego.

then awhile later, somehhow things got bloody so mr tan wanted to change the gauze thingy again. then he had to wipe the BLOOD away, which took so long cos i'm BLOODY XD then he put the gauze thingy again. haha and like i was still wearing the netball bib even after the bell rang. haha AND THAT'S WHEN MR CHAN FINALLY REALIZES THAT HIS STUDENT IS INJURED. -.- pe teacher don't know that his student is injured but co-form teacher knows. HAHA.

OH YA, AND I'M PROUD TO BE POOJA'S FIRST PATIENT!!! HAAH

ok anyway, i was so pissed with ahem cos like i''ve been trying to get everyone to listen to me but they always don't want to!! and i end up being scolded by you. YOU TRY TO CONTROL THEM LA. they are like monkeys. well, not all of them...and just because i shouted at them today they are mad at me. well, those who listen to me are mad at me la. cos i'm scolding them for no reason. sometimes i feel like giving up on being sports rep. since i'm not even in a sports cca or good at it. -.-

2009-05-21T20:28:00.003+08:00

CROSS-COUNTRYY!!!
WHOOTS!!! Gen came in as top 8 in the level for the competitive run!!! YAY GEN!!! :DDD
haha today is one of the greatest days since many many weeks, because it felt so COOL!!! HEH.

This year's cross country felt less tiring than last year :D haha i could jog all the way without feeling tired but because nadia had an injury, i walked all the way with her :) ONE FOR ALL, ALL FOR ONE!! its probably something i can learn from this yr's cross country? because i actually planned to had my timing taken as a personal best, but i didn't in the end :) nadia and i were just walking and talking about alot of things, and haha, we got back in i guess less than half an hour? it was a 3.6km run by the way xD haha but we did more than that,since we had to walk quite long to the starting point. heh.

sooo, it was quite a good run. heh and we had FREE MILO AFTER THAT!!! duh... haha eh i only took one cup, while quite alot of people took like 7-8 cups??? LIKE MY SIS -.- i'm considerate haha... ok anyway, it ended at 10plus, so ying yi, suyu, rachel and i decided to go out. hmm, quekie asked me out to ikea, and actually i needed to go there, but anyway, haha we went to tampines 1 for awhile, then to pasir ris to eat lunch. heh i saw someone from church! DUH the probability of seeing church peeps there can be equivalent to 1. haha since i don't live near church...

ya anyway, after lunch we went to bugis to walk and walk and walk and a ended up buying a top. heh. ying yi bought a bag and a top. suyu bought a skirt. rachel went home. today was very fun because i like to take mrt on the green line xD i know this sounds stupid but heh... then we left bugis at 3, then by the time i got to my mrt stop, it was raining cats and dogs and i couldnt walk home :( or take the bus home :( because i still need to walk home from the bus stop. SO, i waited for jie to finish piano lesson, then we walked in the mall for awhile till the rain stopped then we went home. HAHA

going out like this feels like FREEDOM!!! haha i realise nowadays we don't go straight home after school. hehe. and it feels quite nice :) i think studying outside makes me concentrate better. UNTIL I GET A TABLE FOR MY ROOM...that's why i wanted to go ikea. haha.

EH I THINK I HAVE 4 PACS!!! DUDE I CAN FEEL THE MUSCLES!!! hey this is so cool!!!wee~
hmm, i think i'm gonna start a blogshop soon to sell off the clothes that i've never worn before. haha then i can earn some money to "support the family". xD haha actually the main idea is to sell off my clothes la. not really for money. but its good to earn some now :D

OH DID I MENTION??? PEOPLE ARE FILMING LIKE JUST OUTSIDE MY HOUSE??? AND THEY'VE BEEN HERE FOR TWO DAYS. AND AND AND TODAY THEY HAHD A POLICE LINE LIKE JUST OUTSIDE MY HOUSE. JUST OUTSIDE. THEY ARE USING MY NEIGHBOUR'S HOUSE. OHMYMAMA ITS SO COOL!!! AND I TALKED TO THEM :D HAHA

2009-05-20T16:00:00.004+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!!!

haha weeeeeeee i decided to take a break from studies now...i feel like sleeping...zzz haaaha tmr's CROSS-COUNTRY!!! man, i wanted to walk at first, but since this yr they are taking our timing with that digital bib thingy, i think i should run... zz i ran last yr!!! they shld've taken my timing last yr D; haha see how first la. i still rmb last yr i had to do a newspaper report on cross-country, so i took pictures before and after the run! HAHA and this year monitress in charge(:P wenqi :PPP) and not me!!! YAY!!! last yr i had to provide safety pins-.- see i'm so good xD haha

anyway,we got back our last paper today. HISTORY. yay i got A1... haha so it seems like all my subjects improved except science. SENSE THE IRONY!!! i deproved in the subject i'm best at. and improved the rest. xD can't you see the irony? haha but yay i'm so happy all my results this term are A1s, except science A2. except for the languages. haha.

lalalala wednesdays are the free-st days. haha i went to eat lunch with wenqi, then walked home... i love walking home, save money haha...

dang. i'm just fading out. dang. this happens all the time with you. and i don't know why i'm clinging on to hope anymore if its always going to be like that.. and i don't know why i even care... -.- (maybe cos it'll be awkward)
should i just close my eyes to whats happening and pretend you never existed or take the first step? somehow if its gonna be like this all the time, what's our friendship building on? sand? hate seems to be your favourite word. well, i can safely say that i can't even bring myself to use that word in anything, let alone use it to joke. But u always do that, and i thought you knew better since you are a christian like me. guess i'm wrong.
Change takes time. just too much time.

and i just hope you won't cry tomorrow and hate me for the rest of your life because you are running tomorrow. just to let you know, i was sick the day they chose the 8 runners. and i just wrote down the 8 names i saw on the board and handed the paper up. if u really didn't want to run, i'll really change it. but i can't now so all i can say is "i am sorry".

But at least i know that God is with me, and all will turn out right and perfect. So i'll be praying.

2009-05-19T18:32:00.002+08:00

HEYO PEOPLE!!!
today felt like a very "smooth" day... haha i just got home from rachel's house. we did our art photoshop project at her house and i think its AWESOME!!! :DDD cheers to us!!!
haha we got back literature paper today. great. i improved :D from f9 to a2. haha such a big difference xD

hmm, we didn't have jogging today but cross-country's two days away!!! WEEE we are going to bedok reservior again, and we will be using temasek poly's stadium... wonder if anyone i know is from that sch...hmm... haha

YAY my sore throat seems to be almost gone and my cough has subsided. i guess i'm recovering soon :) yay lalalala oh ya i decided to quit durms outside and just learn it in church. besides, i got my basics :)

2009-05-18T21:26:00.002+08:00

all of you,
is more than enough for all of me,
for every thrist and every need,
you satisfy me with your love,
and all i have in you,
is more than enough...
:)

It's just so amazing how God's plan is so perfect and just at the right time. I really went through " alot" today... haha and i really finally understood many things i didn't before. we got back our science results today, and although it isn't satisfying enough for me, i guess i'll just have to accept it. :) at least i still got an A. hehe. but anyway, everything happens for a reason, and i understand them. :)
i had a good sleep last night, finally. I guess you really helped me last night, to understand alot of things, and without you, i guess i wouldn't have been able to rest well and recover. THANKS BUDDY!! you really gave me what i needed. :)
One thing i learnt is that memorizing scriptures is a very important thing to do, with them, with God's words, you will be able to find peace, comfort, joy and love. So yeah, i should flip through my bible when i'm in doubt or when i'm sad, because i know God is out there looking down at me and i know that he cares for me. I just really believe in him with all my heart. :) and that's the best thing that's ever happen.
And everyone's journey is different.

handbells was great, yay i was the only sec1 last yr who played double shelly(two bells in both hands at the same time) which means playing 4 bells at the same time for two songs. And i was the "teacher" today, teaching some of the sec2s how to pay shelly. i still recall how much mrs aw scolded me last year, how much i went through to perfect shelly, so i guess i'm fit enough to teach the rest :) and we played "kiss the girl" just for fun, and shannon, rachel, me and zhuo en played back the same arrangement. and i love it!! a5b5 bells for that song is the most hectic bells, and i got scolded lasttime so badly by mrs aw that i still remembered the notes when we played today :) haha i lovve the song kiss the girl from little mermaid :) and i love the pink book songs, cos they are so nice! i still rmb them :)

more than all i want,
more than all i need,
you are more than enough for me.
more than all i know,
more than all i can see,
you are more than enough for all of me.

2009-05-17T17:58:00.002+08:00

hello world...
i slept the whole sunday afternooon away... sighs, i haven't done my private peaceful pact yet and mrs rw's gonna kill me D: dude, i'm SICK and is in serious pain. i can't even sleep at night and it seems like the medicine doesn't work cos im still coughing at night ARGH!!! please pray for me D;

but besides that, TODAY WAS A GREAT DAY!!! NADIA CAME TO MY CHURCH :DDD haha it was so fun!!! and i realise that her church and our church is totally different. our worship is more dead xD haha very dead...

DRUMS!!! was so fun!!! haha but i'm like not good with the drums so i look like a toot xD haha oh and halfway when sherwin was talking ser kit thay'all came and i was so frreaked out i didn't want to play the drums and sherwin had to tell them to move xD so paiseh !!! haha and the lesson was super funny cos sherwin was telling me about his stories and haha i laugh like mad xD

oh ya we went to ashi's house on friday. haha it was soooo cooool cos her furniture arre all so vintage!!! xD haha fun fun fun :)

2009-05-15T21:39:00.002+08:00

HELLO!!!
today was quite a nice day except for the fact that i have sore throat. ARGH
and...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADIA!!!
BFFS FOREVER!!! :)
hahahahahaha ok hmm, lets see.. PE was FUN!!! yay i like to play netball, and i like the post GA. ROCKS!!! :) ahah but i really don't like it when mr tan joined our group. makes me feel so ... -.- at least when mr chan joined our group the other time i still got to play.

and jogging waas so much better than tuesday. AT LEAST WE WEREN'T THE LAST CLASS TO JOG AGAIN! i asked ying yi, suyu and beatrice to chope a place for 2C first, so hehe, we were all the way near the front. :) and i survived the three rounds AGAIN!!! YAY and it was better this time, although im still coughing and having a sore throat. lol. HAHA but i dunno why alot of people must have thought i was angry or something, cos they kept asking me "eh sarah, u okay?" LOL! xD if u asked me that on tuesday i'd have whacked u. haha

oh we got back maths paper today. marks were not ver expected. 30/35 fair enough. didn't do 2 questions and that was what made me lose the 5 marks. oh well. i was too nervous during the exam so ya. haha so i guess my marks are improving so far?
higher chinese- F9 to B4
geography-b3 to a1
maths- a1 to better a1
:D
OH, and english oral-36/40!!! YAY kudos to our group for oral :)
ok so so far my marks are a relief to me. :) we got loads of homework this weeekend but i haven't started on any yet. hehe. oh well, i shall start tomorrow!

HEY! YOU!
HELLO! 'FLASHES A BIG GRIN'

what's your definition of nerdy? :B HAHA

2009-05-13T18:28:00.002+08:00

BOOYAH! EXAMS ARE OVERRR!! :DDD
phew.. after two weeks of mugging, its finally gone!!! and maths was quite screwed, because i didn't do a question and a part question. But so did everyone. HAHA xD science was quite ok, but some questions i think my answers are too normal D; mr leng didn't teach us everything that other teachers did with their classes, so well, i guess i can't be top in science this year. So sad D; i wish mrs tan was our science teacher still... she's really good! sigh... >.<

sighs, anyway its done already, so i can't do anything about it haha. never mind, i shall just leave the rest to God. After all, i already did my best :)

lalalalalalalala i couldn't celebrate after school because i had talent development. HAHA IT WAS SOOOO COOL!!! yay we have to do an experiment and present it to some people. like a mini science fair? HAH YAY!!! i love science. I want to be a doctor and a missionary when i grow up :) haha so yunjie, wenqi and me formed a group and we are investigating turtles. lol at first we wanted plants, then hamsters, then brine shrimps(layman term=sea monkeys), but i don't know how in the end we decided on turtles. hehe so cool. ya and WE ARE GOING FOR A FORENSIC WORKSHOP!!! YAY!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!! and its at ngee ann poly. i don't know how to go there :( BUT ITS SO COOL!!! i was the only one making noise when she handed the form out. heh. so paiseh... but i was so excited :DDD

haha anyway, we had a "mini celebration" after talent development, me and wenqi. we went to eat ice-cream. HAHA eat ice cream and walk to my house. the sun was shining down like nobody's business man! and it felt like we went jogging. HAHA

hey i think my sis is sleeping now. i just turned my head and saw her holding a pen like she's writing but her head's on the table and she's not moving. AIYO, that girl...sometimes, i feel like slapping her. Her mid-years are coming but she hasn't even started studying YET. if she's not busy over OAL, she's busy over ELDDS, or she's FAN-GIRLING... -.- man i feel like screaming at her friends for introducing her to all these jap and korean bands. tsk. she waste money and waste time. Sad, i really don't know how to help her. She sleeps late, hands in late assignments(or not at all) and isn't studying. i think ever since falling sick, i kinda cherish school now. you don't know how pain and horrible falling sick is.

LIKEABLE OR NOT!!! :)

2009-05-11T10:58:00.002+08:00

HELLO!!!
HAHA yay today is a holiday!!! but we gotta mug for maths and science. and honestly, i haven't studied science yet...lol not much heh. haha eh i can't believe i'm saying this but i don't like bio. BLEH.

anyway, yesterday church was AWESOME!!! haha although many people didn't come(bet they are all studying at home-.-), BUT I MADE A NEW FRIEND!!! she's a newcomer to our church, and is also sec 2, and her name is KUMIKO! haha she's half-jap, so cool!!!

haha meredith didn't come to church. so stupid la, of all days fall sick on sunday :( haha and she missed our favourite song during worship!!! haha bet she's regretting it now xD yes meh, they sang that song!!!

weeeeeeee oh ya, there's this super cool PLAYMAX thing that the SYFC introduced to the youths, and it is super duper cool. i'm gonna invite as many frens as possible :)

oh ya, and i started drumming lessons in church with sherwin! haha so i think i'm gonna quit drums outside now. heh. it is so fun to play the drums!!! but then i feel bad cos now he's my mentor, he cannot play with the other youths after church until the lesson's over :( so paiseh...

Your name
Verse1:
As morning dawns and evening fades
You inspire song of praise
That rise from earth to touch Your heart and glorify Your Name
Chorus:
Your name is a strong and mighty tower
Your name is a shelter like no other
Your name, let the nations sing it louder
'Cause nothing has the power to save
VErse2:
Jesus, in your name we pray
Come and fill our hearts today
And give us strength to live for You and glorify You name
Chorus:
Your name is a strong and mighty tower
Your name is a shelter like no other
Your name, let the nations sing it louder
'Cause nothing has the power to saveBut Your name (3x)
But Your name
:)

2009-05-09T09:45:00.003+08:00

HELLO WORLD!!!
its a saturday morninggg!!! and i have no violin lesson :( cos its vesak day! haha
so anyway, yesterday i went back to school. throat was HORRIBLE!!! HORRIBLE! and then during science i was coughing like mad until my tears came out and my throat was sore and we were in the midst of a POP QUIZ and SHEESH, i just felt like tearing up my paper. I DIDN'T EVEN STUDY FOR IT ANYWAY!!! i mean, HELLO, i'm so sick at home already, u still want me to memorise THERMOMETRY? sheesh. in Singapore, if you miss a day in school or maybe two days, well, i don't know whats gonna happen to you.

AND MATHS, why mrs chia teach so FAST??? altogether, i missed the whole chapter of linear equations until yesterday because i fell sick the previous time she started the topic. And there's so much homework for maths over the weekend. SO STRESS!!! ARGH ARGH ITS NOT EVEN TESTED!!!

and we got back our geog paper, and it seems like most of my classmates know my mark before me cos i was absent. -.- SO KPO ah go peep at my results. TSK! anyway, i think i did quite well.
my marks so far seem to be improving.
chinese- from f9 to b4.
geog-b3-a1

yeah we haven't gotten the rest back yet. i don't expect them anyway. i took my lit paper yesterday during jogging and recess period combined. took it outside the staffroom alone. not bad. just hope i don't fail. lol. i really need to do well for science. i think i want to be a doctor when i grow up. :D but i don't really like biology. heh. but then i really want to be a doctor. seems like fun.

anyway, i didn't know my throat is so bad until i saw the doctor again yesterday after school. and it seems like the normal antibiotics won't work. bad virus! bad virus! i feel like boxing the virus!!! ohmymama why the virus so naughty one? because of the virus, i have to now swallow this super big and fat super strong antibiotic pill that even my dad hasn't really encounter such a big pill before. and the wirst part is, I HAVE A PHOBIA OF SWALLOWING PILLS. ever since my mum forced one down my throat and it got stuck in the passageway. before that, u name any pill, i can swallow it in one gulp. i can even show my sis that she can swallow pills too. until that incident. WELL, AT LEAST I OVERCAME MY FEAR OF SWALLOWING PILLS NOW.

i wonder who passed this really naughty virus to me. that person must be suffering too. its so pain that i slept without aircon last night. actually, it was quite nice, the feeling, UNTIL THERE WAS A THUNDERSTORM AND IT WOKE ME UP!!! at first i tot it was a dream, then there was this super loud roaring and rolling thunder that my eyes suddenly opened. it felt like God was there. KA-BOOM!!! it felt like God was talking. and flashes of lightning stole into my room. YES, the window was OPEN. only the one ABOVE MY HEAD.

so i was watching a lightning show in the middle of the night and creeping as low as i can into my bed so that the lightning won't strike me. i was very afraid that the lighning would strike the fan, since it was metal, but i didn't dare to move at all. OH YA, and i was praying like mad until i fell asleep. haha. oh then i still rmb, in my dream i tot of the mignesium ribbon mixing with oxygen to form a dazzling light, then i tot of the lighning and how maybe it was formed by that too, then i rmb watching the experiment last yr, and then i fell asleep too. haha.

ok maybe this sickness ain't all that bad. at least i overcame my fear of swallowing pills. so now, u name it, i swallow it :PPP cos nothing should be bigger than my ANTIBIOTIC. heh.

2009-05-07T09:22:00.002+08:00

lalalala...
stuck at home... so sad D;
mum was driving us to school then when i reached the school gate my temp was 37.7, so she didnt allow me to go...OHWELL... i'm missing alot today leh...so stressed! ARGH!!! X( and i haven't took my lit paper YET! oh gosh. i'm missing handbells too, and photo-taking!!! WALAU! and i'm supposed to be understudy today LEH!

do you know how long i've been waiting???
in p4 21/40 people voted me to be a prefect, BUT my teacher didn't send my name in.
FINE.
last yr, i got in the first and second round of prefect selection, BUT failed the interview part. And do you know what they test during the situational test? don't ask. after the test i almost vomitted. and only about 30 people were selected after the test for the interview!!!
so now my chance has come again. i get to be understudy today. BUT i fell sick, so i can't be anymore. DX

sigh sigh sigh...
i really regret telling God to make me fall sick because i didn't want to go to school, but i'm really wrong. i can't rest peacefully at home if i miss a day in school. its just that missing one day is already missing alot of lessons, imagine missing two days? now i owe teachers two days worth of homework. and the thing is, MY BOOKS ARE IN SCHOOl!!! i really miss school. i really wana go back to school. i really want to recover. I've been praying and praying to take the pain away, but my throat seems to never get better. this morning i almost lost my voice. WOW. OH SHIT. my library books are due today. shoots!!! OH SHOOTS!!! HOW??? OH SHOOTS oh shoots oh shoots!! SHOOTS! i'm so dead. OH NO. shoots la.

WHY??? SWINE FLU GO AWAY LA. U CAUSE ME TO GET SENT HOME, AND U CAUSED SO MUCH SADNESS AND DEATH IN THE WORLD. SHOO LA. NOBODY WELCOMES SWINE. SHOo!!!

oh man, i feel so stressed now.
1) i'm missing photo-taking.
2) i'm missing loads of lessons.
3) i HAVEN'T TAKEN MY LIT PAPER.
4) i haven't returned my library books.
5) i can't be understudy anymore.
6) i've now got loads of homework to do.

don't be sick. its not fun at all. don't wish to be sick. because i regretted it. we are so privileged to be able to go to school,so please, don't ever wish to be sick.

2009-05-06T11:59:00.004+08:00

YO PEOPLE...

i kena sent home today after the first temperature taking..

it was so cool, u know, after i took my temperature, 37.8, then mr tan sent me down to the gym where they tried taking my temperatuer again. but i tell u, the school's thermometers are all spoilt one xD haha then teachers started crowding around me and i felt so weird being the only cedarian sent down...

so i couldn't take lit today... sigh, i need to take it, i failed the first time... haha u know being confined in the gym felt like i was some foreign body and they didn't let me take my bag, so mr tan had to help me take it. and since everyone was having exam, he took a video of all the bags outside our classroom and asked me which was my bag XD so funny!!! haha then he consoled me too cos i was crying... aiya, i everytime get fever will cry one, heh i know this is stupid but i'm very scared of death, and i was very afraid i got swine flu... sighs... then i heard the teachers outside discussing about my exam and how i can't take it...
mum had to pick me up from school, then i went straight t0 the clinic wearing the mask the school gave me...i feel like some terrorist or smth xD haha anyway, now i have to swallow the pills and i almost couldnt just now...quite freaky... heh i really wana thank all the teachers who were there to help me, esp mr tan... i was super scared at first hehe...

oh ya, and i want to thank my friends for their well-wishes too...

LIKEABLE OR NOT: (korean drama, channel U, 7pm)

i love to watch this two actors on tv cos they are so funny!!

xD i only watch the show for their parts haha

:D i think they are really compatible!!!

:O haha

random...

this is the canadian SYF judge and me!

2009-05-04T20:23:00.002+08:00

HELLO!
didnt have time to blog over the weekend, since i was busy rushing here and there. on friday i had dinner with auntie jessie and uncle robert(very very nice people), then on saturday i had to go for handbells training by the SYF canadian judge(super fun!), and yesterday i celebrated grandpa's 70th birthday!!! YAY!!! whoots, i quite love handbells cos i like the people there. i think that the sec 2s have really bonded since SYF and i feel the warm feeling thingy heh.

things to be grateful for:
I PASSED CHINESE!!! (moved up 5 grades!!! :DDD)
PROMOTED TO INTERMEDIATE GROUP FOR HANDBELLS!!! (:DDD)
GEOG PAPER WAS QUITE EASY!!! (:DDD)

heh. u need to count your blessings ya? haha i can't believe i passed higher chinese!!! i was like frantically grabbing the paper from mdm goh today. HAH! haha but i screwed up handbells. i think i am the worst handbell player in the intermediate group. i am like a bodo. BODO. aiyoyo so sad. i very sad. =( oh ya, i'm understudy for thursday :O. :O<-----eh this face so cute leH! :O haha

there's history paper tomorrow. can't study much though. ooooooo i don't know how to wear a skirt. heh. bodo. i'm calling myself a BODO! haha

IF ONLY...

its like as if i'm just fading away from y'all... why do y'all make things so complicated? life's so short, can't we just enjoy it? why tell me why... i don't get you anymore...

2009-04-30T23:05:00.002+08:00

HI EVERYONE...
here comes the SYF post:
soooooo, i enjoyed myself alot. i believe that even though we got silver, i don't think the results are important. i didn't feel sad at all when the results were announced because i knew i did my best and that that's all that matters. till now, i have not shed a tear today, because i know i did my best. and suprisingly i am not sad at all.

i was just a little angry at the judges comments. obviously they don't know how much effort we have put into this syf, how many sacrifices we made, the things we did, the bonds we forged, for it is only us who will know. so i don't really care what the judges say, because they don't know us well enough to actually judge us. and SYF is only a central judging, we will do better two years later and its a promise.

and i can't believe i actually questioned the judges. oh well, looks like ever since the time i went up to the mic to question the prefects i nfront of the whole school, i became braver, but i hope that bravery won't turn into ttraunt. i don't think it will. heh. i can control my actions, but when something needs to be done, it needs to be done.anyway, what maked the judges think they are so good? i can be as good as them. i play 4 instruments now. and i have confidence in myself that i can do whatever i want to do. even the "impossible".

anyway, what i'll miss most is definitely my bongo. the bongo i have been playing on the past 6 months. we went through alot together, perfecting the beat, getting scolded by mrs aw for many sessions, and even being trained by that guy from the ministry of bells. through this SYF, i've learnt a new instrument and that's the best i could ever get out of this year's SYF.

through this tough journey, i've also made new friends and forged stronger friendships with many. especially the sec 2s, you guys never fail to put a smile on my face. rachel, shannon, yunjie, zhuo en, hazel, felicia and maria. All of you made this level complete. together with the sec 2 helpers. many thanks to the lovely sec1s too for carrying my bongo table and cloths and my bongo. thanks for everything.

sec3s, you guys also never fail to make me smile. amanda, song ya, sudhisha, zhi hui, elizabeth, deepa, isabel and enrica, marlene, alicia and evangeline, you guys rock!

now, for the sec4s, i want to say thank you all for guiding us through this journey. i'll miss you guys when you are gone and i'll really remember all the times we shared together.
especially to xinping, president of handbells, i want to thank you for everything, for cheering me up, for encouraging me, for calling me and smsing me when i am sick. thanks for everything you've done for handbells and i know i've always given you trouble so i want to say sorry and i'll always remember such a wonderful president i have. thanks for all the memories we've shared in the past year and for talking to us juniors. thanks for everything.
also to geraldine, thanks for smsing me when i was sick too, and for encouraging me on and cheering me up too. you've been a great vice-president of handbells and i'll always remember and miss you.

i really don't know how to say this but sec4s, i really thank yall for everything. you don't know how much i really thanks y'all inside me. deep down, i'll really miss yall and the two songs we've been playing all this while.

sigh, sec4s are leaving. its so hard to see them go :( dinner at swensens was our last moment together. :(

all in all, i am really proud of everyone in handbells. and i am happy for everything that we've been through and the difficulties we overcame.

THANK YOU CEDAR HANDBELL ENSEMBLE, FOR MAKING MY LIFE COMPLETE. :)

2009-04-29T20:44:00.002+08:00

hello everyone...
for those who came to my blog earlier today, u'd have seen a super stupid post. i took it down because that's not the way i should feel. its wrong to write it that way. because as a christian, i shouldn't hold grudges. ok lets not talk about the past anymore. i'll just accept what happened today.

so we were supposed to go to science centre today, those in the science academy. for this lecture thingy. but in the end we weren't allowed to go. yeah i was sad the whole day, but what's the point? i mean, i really was looking forward to today, counting down the days till today, and i was really excited at what i'll be going to see. then ms chng saw yunjie and me, and since tomorrow's syf, well, we weren't allowed to go. we were about to board the bus actually when she said that. so you can imagine how fast the events took place, and i wasn't given time to react, so naturally when i came home i was super pissed. cos i don't like to be sad in front of my friends, and we had practice, so i had to put on a smile(well, i didn't really)...anyway, i was really looking forward to it, but since its over, its over. and 3 people promised that they'll bring me to science centre so i'm smiling again :) sighs. tomorrow's syf. so fast. time waits for no man. but i'm ready for it. :D

we had video-conferencing during TOP period with some american guy about this talk on mental resilence. it was so cool when he could see us on the screen and we could see him on the screen. and what he says is really motivational and really true. so i'm motivated :D

oh ya, me and zhuo en saw two sparrows having... today... it was... um... totally... sick.

lalalalalalalalalalalalaala oh i'm posting my wishlist so everyone knows wad to get for my birthday! HEHE...
wishlist:
-metal pencil box
-another big pencil box(cos i got too many pens, kiasu)
-homework file(mine is broken)
-new school bag(my school bag is very old already)
-left-handed scissors(i have issues xD)
-a laptop
-hamster!
-camera
-a handphone lanyard thingy
-that kind of big big photoframes that have a collage of pictures of me and my frens :D
hmm, i guess thats all for now... i can't think of anymore... haha

2009-04-27T21:45:00.002+08:00

hello people.
today has been such a ____ day. and im getting a headache now.
sigh.
i have no comments to make. do whatever y'all want. i'll do whatever im supposed to do.
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oh i came up with a wishlist. YAY!!!

"when summer fades to fall"- faber drive... i suddenly remember that song. -.- ok this is lame...
eh i need a new pencil box. i need a big one. and i want a metal one. heh.
lol.
ok this is getting weird.
i don't want to write anything.
bye.

2009-04-26T20:13:00.004+08:00

OHMYGOSH VIOLIN EXAM GRADE 2: PASS WITH DISTINCTION!!! FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE. DISTINCTION!!! YAY i am officially grade 3 now. and grade 3 violin is quite tough. but anyway, ohmygosh i did not expect a distinction! in fact, i didn't even think i could pass!!! and i almost cried when i knew the results. WHOOTS!!! this is so cool. and i got my results yesterday. i'd like to thank mary joyce, my violin teacher, michelle for tuning my violin and everyone at home for bearing with my eeky violin. heh. i am so happy!!! YAY!!! whoots! SYF is in 4 days. can't wait. heh yesterday i slacked the whole day away.

ANYWAY, TODAY ROCKS MY SOCKS AGAIN! we went swimming just now, me, sis and dad. and sis was llike slacking in the pool while i was swimming laps. WHOOTS!!! and i can only do freestyle man. can't do breaststroke. argh. somebody help! i can't do that stroke(heh). LOL and and and today's SUNDAY! I LOVE SUNDAY! and today i don't know why but the hall was super packed man. and meredith and i had to stand at the back till the usher found two seats for us. we sat super near the youths. SCARY~ oh the speaker was an ex-principal of singapore bible college. cool right? but i was almosr sleeping through the message. zzz. heh. now i am super tired. swimming laps. the best part about swimming is eating fishballs and drinking milo afterward! its like the highlight all the time. and last year i went swimming every week alone. cos sis was too lazy to. it was a miracle that she actually came today. LOOL.

weeeeee common tests are coming! lol. i haven't done much yet. quite stressed over SYF now. ahhh save me!!! AHHH!!! woo jiayou handbellers. let's just do our best. and let the results be. :D

2009-04-24T20:56:00.002+08:00

LOL CEDARIANS ARE SO FUNNY...
DORIAN is just a guy. why is everyone going gaga over him? lol. my seniors told me the sec 3s visited my blog. ahem. lol. don't worry la. i don't like dorian. no way. but if y'all want his pic, can add me on facebook. haha blogger very hard to upload the pics. haha

anyway, besides that...

PE ROCKS MY SOCKS TODAY!!! WE WON THEM 6-5 CAPTIAN'S BALL!!!
yay!!! my team(me, rachel, charlotte, ying yi, suyu) beat the other team(gen, zhuo en, nadia, lulu, bebe) at captain's ball!!! and we had mr chan in our group for a period of time. heh. YAY HE SAID MY GROUP PLAYED WELL! VERY WELL!!! second time he praised the sports rep! yay im not useless!!!
and i need to find 8 runners for cross-country!!! HURRY volunteer yourselves. pretty please?

and handbells was ok again today. ok. only. i dunnoo la. aiyo. 5 days left leh. yet everyone is so... i can't feel the urge yet...u know, the sudden urge thing? so something is seriously wrong...

OH YA I REALIZE NOWADAYS I BECOME VERY TALKKATIVE IN SCHOOL!!! esp during handbells. and during class. im asking questions now. i think its becos we changed seats, and now im seating nearer to the front(someone's been naughty! heh) and in front of rachel, so i ask more questions i guess. LOL!!! makes no sense but yeah! then im quite hyper nowadays.

oh ya i got this super cute adorable monkey(with big cute eyes) tumbler from a kinder joy!!! YAY!!! its so cutee!!! :D yay

lalalalalalalalala should i or should i not? but so paiseh. i wana go but i dun wana go... aiya i everytime like that one. its not that i dun wana mix arnd with people, but...

haha TMR'S VJC OPEN HOUSE. but im gonna pangseh the gang. sorry. got other business to settle. heh. im a busy girl. :D

2009-04-23T20:17:00.004+08:00

BOOYA!!! i left my file in school :( so empty without it...

so HANDBELLS was okok today... esther came back. from the batch of 2007. hmmm, she's not as fierce as i tot she would be. since everyone is scared of her. HAHA...

anyway, i took another picture with dorian! haha and got his msn and facebook. Eh don't anyhow say i like him can? PLease lah, i don't like this kinda guys anyway... i like my one and only ___ so dorian can't take his place. heh. anyway, i am doing this so that there's a memory when i grow up that i ever made friends with a slovenian guy. GET IT? and msn and facebook is so to keep it touch. GET IT? -.- you guys are so... lame... to think that i like him... and i am hyper everyday. EVERYDAY. and also that time when sara wat came, i was super hyper luh. cos she was beatrice's buddy, and i even took a pic with her and was the FIRST to add her on facebook. :PPP so GET ME NOW? I DON'T LIIKE DORIAN AND WILL NEVER LIKE HIM! he said i speak like a japanese... -.- cos of my singlish... like he can speak english any better -.- lol...

we wont see dorian anymore! today's his last day in cedar girls. haha i bet he wouldn't wana come back anymore. HAHA bad experiences.

anyway, he joined our class today for history and science. and somehow i haha spoke in class. i asked mr chai a question, then everybody was like "tsk!" haha so funny. then during science i got picked out by mr leng -.- haha double the madness!!! but i never expected mr leng to call me though. so i went "Ehh?" haha u should see the class's reaction at that! so lame luh them...

lalalalala everyone should go back to normal now. cheese. lol.
its not my fault that i go hyper after i eat rightt??? so its not my fault :D and i eat almost every lesson. u see my table always has my leftover bread from breakfast. hehe. and i got a sweet too today! from gayle!! and my lunch was on my table too. so i got loads of food to eat in between lessons. haha :PPP

ok i gotta go. bye world.

AHHHHHH DAVID ARCHULETA ON TV!!! AHHHHHHH
HE'S SO CUTE! and he's a left hander :DDD

2009-04-22T22:14:00.002+08:00

HELLO WORLD!!!
haha i found a long lost friend!!! sam!!! from donige! WHOOTS! donige rocks. the youth camp 2 years ago. haha found him on facebook! now we're talking...
haha anyway, i feel so happy now. it totally made up from last night's horrible night.
and i realised playing my violin helps me feel relaxed and happy!!! and i really love my violin now. all of a sudden im into playing it!!!

hey should i go for the saturday event? i dunno. phileo just called and now im stuck in the middle again...argh... ahhhhh ahhhhhh i dunno la, i keep telling him its very paiseh blah blah... i always like that one. so bodo. HAHAA bodo. xD

tomorrow got handbells. cant wait!!! BOOM BOOM BOOM!!!

wad else?
oh ya.
should not have gone online last night
should not
should really not

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh our pelly D video rocks my socks! rock! sock!

2009-04-21T20:36:00.004+08:00

MY HAT HAS THREE HOLES!!! AND EVERYONE WENT GAGA OVER THE SLOVENIAN GUY, DORIAN!!! OUR SLOVENIAN BUDDY!!! DORIAN!
haha seriously. the whole school was screaming at him, about him and even the teachers thought he was so hot :O HAHA and i got to take a solo picture with him!!! :PPP jealous? haha oh you will be!!! but shoots, i can't upload it up here. u can go to my msn or maybe facebook if u wana see his pic. u will go gaga over him!!! haha but don't get the wrong idea, i took a pic with him as memory that we made friends with him. anyway, since he's going in two days time! haha yay can't believe it! ASHI just went and ask ms lim whether i could take a pic with him, and HAHA i got it!!! :PPP YAY
and he taught us the song"my hat has three holes" only us and 2a has the privilege of this lesson. slovenian language is something like french i guess! xD or german. HAHA and i mean, its so WOW the way he managed to control the class and stuff. and newsflash: he's one year younger than us... :D and much taller :D

haha ok enough about him. today we changed places and i am sitting next to...drumroll please...
CELEST CHOO CHOO TRAIN!!! haha the cute and blur sotong girl. HAHA :D while she goes gaga over her lady gaga, i will go gaga over___ eh don't say i have a change of heart OK??? i don't like dorian in that way lah bodos...im still liking ___ haha seriously... i just like to have a memory you know? like i took a solo pic with SARA WAT our HONG KONG buddy, and some girl from SRI AMAN GIRLS SCHOOL in selangor. see im so sociable. must learn to be like me!!! haha nadia's china buddy should be coming in term 3. wait till u see my camera flash up when he/she comes. HAHA

hahahahahahaahahahahaha handbells was so-so today, since all of them wanted to eat ben's and jerry's free ice cream instead of practice. haha anyway, also can, then i could go home and rest.
AND I MISSED DRUMS AGAIN TODAY!!! x(
because John fell sick...but its good too. needed to go for handbells anyway... haha i love drums. started playing when i was in p3. still re member those days. when i could slam on the drums better. now i am more mild in my playing, and i am not good at it. ahhhh so scared leh. join wamm later i scared i can't play D; haha

lalalalalalalaa its 8 days to SYF!! OH YA, DID I MENTION, DORIAN'S MUM IS CHIOR'S SYF JUDGE! :O HAHA he should be joining our class on thursday? hope so. :D everbody wants him anyway. haha

2009-04-19T22:08:00.003+08:00

HELLO WORLD!!!
haha today's a really packed dayy! but before that...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEREDITH!!!
HAHA we've been good friends since almost forever!!! YAY love ya my dumb dumb meh! although u are a pain in the neck most of the time :PPP haha wish u all the best! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

phew... xD

sooo, today! i finally get to catch my breath now. In the morning, we went to church, then to tuition, then immediately after tuition i zoomed to rachel's house to do projectwork. Then after that dad zoomed us all to pick grandma and great-grandma to celebrate their birthdays!!! Its quite close, the dates.

Grandma turns 70 in 3 days time!!! and great-grandma probably turned 90 plus 2 days ago! haha come to think of it, christie's birthday is also on the 22nd! same as grandma! HAHA!!!

anyway, it was a fabby day. i love the songs we sang or worship today. FINALLY, the songs were the familiar ones, and they were my favourite songs!!! ONE WAY, JESUS! long time since i heard that song. and at first it sounded so familiar, then OMG i was reminded of DRILL COM!!!
AHHHH i still remember all the moves! almost :D haha i love drill com to bits. But that happened donkey years ago... haha.

hmm, then tuition wasn't that bad. at least i didnt feel like sleeping! zzz... THEN i FINALLY WENT TO RACHEL'S HOUSE!!! FINALLY!!! knowing her since p6, until now i have never been to her house, and YET ying yi, suyu, shannon, and alot of people have been to her house!!! I KNOW HER LONGERR!!! haha true what... and her house is so cool!!! and i became my normal self there. the HAPPY me. hehe. i was so moody the past few days because of my sickness, but then, i felt so happy again!!! i think its because of her toys. HAHA...

THEN we went to some restaurant to celebrate grandma and great-grandma's birthday. I love my grandma alot. I can still remember when we were young, we used to go to her house everyday, and i loved to play with my cousins. Now we only get to see her during the weekends. ANd its hard to get out of the house, because great-grandma is in a wheelchair, but we are all encouraging her to use her limbs. she can do it! its just that she's afraid to. But i love them alot. greatgrandma has long forgotten me. the only people she remembers are my grandma and my dad. seriously. oh well, she's getting old. and i love to play in grandma's garden, and stay at grandma's simple house. The house has been there since forever. although its old and small, its really nice and i like the warm feeling i get everytime we visit them. and i like the secret small passageway which leads to the garden at the back!!! and we used to walk around the neighbourhood and play there when we were little kids. haha i can still remember most of the memories there... :D

im so happy with the video that rachel, ying yi and suyu used up so much of their time doing. I am so proud of them!!! i love the video. haha sorry i didn't really contribute much, but i came up with the typing idea :DDD hehe but i didn't expect it that way. but they worked on my idea. and its GREAT!!! YAY!!! you guys rock!

JIAYOU HANDBELLERS!!! 10 MORE DAYS! WE CAN DO IT! I KNOW WE CAN! we must all put our hearts into this, then we can be sure that Gold With Honours is ours to keep!

"i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." - thanks rachel! we used this verse to help great grandma get out of her wheelchair too! :D

2009-04-18T15:17:00.002+08:00

i think i am much better now. haha dad bought HONEY!!! buzz...buzz... and mum made some cough soup thingy :D but my voice is still funny ;( haha lalalalalalalalalalalala i've been slacking today. haven't done any work yet... i feel bad not doing anything, but i am really tired. sigh.
i bet my classmates are mugging now. mug mug mug. Then when you ask them whether they studied at home, they say, "OH. UM. NO." so. convincing. -.- If people ask me and i did, i'd just say " YA." haha. ahhh we are supposed to be the top class, but our results are really the bottom class. so funny. even 2s beat us in english??? WOW.

Its 12 days to SYF!!! AHHH and i missed the whole week's practices this week. so scared. 4 more practices. we are going to get GOLD WITH HONOURS!!! it's confirmed. :DDD

JIAYOU HANDBELLERS!!! WE CAN DO IT!!!

2009-04-16T21:02:00.002+08:00

HELLO...
i am sick-er now...ahhh so sad i developed cough, sorethroat and flu... UGH.

hope i can go to school tomorrow. i had a fever just now. ahhh.

lalala i didn't go for handbells today.

HANDBELLS WILL GET GWH though. hehe GWH is ours. we can do it i am sure.
haha i can still remember art lesson today. yyellow yellow dirty fello. i made soooo much noise during art. heh. the whole room only i was making noise xD hahahahahahahahha

ok bye

2009-04-15T16:08:00.002+08:00

HELLO!!!
Gen, me, ying yi and suyu had our retest today. it was the most weird tests ever and the coolest too. Because we could... hehe... do alot of things xD haha i didn't knew retests were like this :D YAY!!!

But i was feeling horrible in the morning because my headache came back, and my eyes were so pain. OUCH. YEah, then still had to take exam. sighs. I kept coughing throughout morning assembly too. :(

And we had this leadership course thing today for TOP period. Which i didn't attend. Because i am sick! haha. they do all sorts of weird things one. Better not to go. Haha. And they were released at 2 plus, but i still had to wait for them to go home, so yeah...i did my homework in class. 3 days worth of homework. HAHA.

There's handbells tomorrow. Don't know whether i can survive it. AHHHHH later halfway playing i get a BOOM headache. haha.

School's fun. for now. :D

2009-04-14T11:47:00.002+08:00

D; i miss school loads D;
for the first time in history, i actually miss school.
lasttime i kept hoping that i'd fall sick and hopefully not have to come to school, but now i really wish my headache would go away. its pounding in my head and i couldn't sleep well at all last night. its worse than fever. D: and i thought i could go to school today, but apparently i slept until 6.40 then i heard the gate close and darn, i knew it, my sis was going to school while i was gonna be stuck at home. i was super angry at first cos i really didn't want to miss lessons today cos nobody goes for mc for more than 1 day and i dn't know whether i can catch up with the lessons.
darn.
now im stuck at home, and i have to retake english TA tomorrow. see how stressful Cedar life is? sick for one more day, hohoho, good luck in your studies.
queky just called me from school, and then i could hear my classmates screaming. how i wish i was with them now :( rather than being stuck alone at home. and i am the only SICK person from yesterday who didn't come to school today.
pearlyn and steffi went to school. and they are eating medicine. -.-
sigh...
Xinping is secretly sms-ing me now. later she kena caught ah. HAHA.

i received the WAMM email last night. if i am not wrong, Sherwin's gonna be my mentor for drums? lol. the practices are starting in MAy. if im not wrong. haha

2009-04-13T16:44:00.002+08:00

hello world
yes, my life is so gloomy.
woke up in the morning with a high fever of 39.1 degrees. can u believe it? i was so scared cos i never got such a high temperature before. sad... then after takind medicine and 2 hours later, my temparature miraculousy went down to 36.6 degrees!!! HALLELUJAH!
GOD IS MIGHTY TO SAVE.
well, i was alone at home then, and i was blasting christian music and slept. then i kept praying and praying for me to get well soon and for queky too. haha. then WOW, my fever went down. HALLELUJAH!
then i realized that tmr got english TA. dad say its ok if i fail.
im quite scared. cos, i never did a compo this yr. and tmr is free writing exam. my brain juices are... not working well. haha

heard from my frens that they didnt do much in school today. me, zhuoen, pearyln and steffi were absent. haha register 23, 25,26 and 27 absent. so cool! haha. good la, today no lit. changed to music, so i didnt miss much. and i was really scared i'd miss alot from geog and science but nope. and they had double english today so i didnt miss maths. and no chinese today so its good.

and me and pearyln pangseh charlotte to teach the class on olympic education alone today xD not bad. not bad. cant wait to hear her scream tmr xD haha HAHA

2009-04-12T18:06:00.002+08:00

DARN IT.
i fall sick on EASTER???
this is so saddening D;
the sun is up
i planned to cycle, butnow everything is impossible.
and i have to skip sch tmr.
geog.
sc.
all my fav subjects D;
how?
this is so sad.
D;

Easter was faabby.
people got baptised today.
congrats to everyone who did :D
haha
i
am
so
sick
and
i
am
so
sad
now
D;
bye world.
bye school. D:

2009-04-11T19:06:00.002+08:00

BURP!
xD
went to compass with sha-non and wen-qi (burp) today :D haha to STUDY haha we so hardworking right? ya lor, every saturday i stay home and study, but i just cant concentrate, so its better to go out and study :P anyway we were at the library haha

laalalalalaa you spin my head right round right round...
i wana learn taekwondo...

SARAH IS CURRENTLY LEARNING VIOLINI GRADE 3!!! yay!!! and now i have to move my fingers up down the violin strings... D: haha

2009-04-10T15:51:00.002+08:00

T-E-E-N T-I-T-A-N-S
teen titans, LET'S GO!

haha i have a sudden liking for teen titans!!! xD ahaha actually i liked teen titans since a very long time ago... and its only during the hols that i havbe a chance to watch teen titans cos everytime in hols wake up eat breakfast cartoon network would show teen titans xD haha

YAY!!! YAY!!! YAY!!! i watched double episodes today and got so high over them.
so cool leh.
i think teen titans is the best show ever! for teens. hahahahahaha.
i like robin. YAY my fav character. :D
and i just knew that robin originated from batman. WOW. he was batman's apprentice, then he formed his own grp and became the leader of teen titans! haha

hahahahahahahahaha

2009-04-09T22:09:00.004+08:00

MEET PIGGY AND PIGGY! (my pig and shannon's pig)
yay FINALLY, somebody has a piggy smaller than my piggy. hehe i had my first pig(piggy) since p1. until now! its so old and full of my germs xD heheheehehe shannon also has a piggy! YAY!

YOYOYO...
lets just say this. everyone has their own opinion about everything.
grrr. how can she think that way??? walau. >.< color="#cc0000">SYF IN 3 WEEKS TIME.

yet today's practice felt so wrong.

screwed.
lol. we can do it! yay lets prove MJT and MO wrong. oh yeah. i can't wait to kick his butt. if only i knew how to do it and get away with it... haha but sad to say, i don't have a grudge against him anymore, because well, lets just say we found out some (ahem) things about erm, almost everything we need to know xD or should i say, shouldn't know... haha we have our ways of finding out. this way is so freaky. and cool! haha

AMAZing love-
I'm forgiven because
You were forsaken I'm accepted,
You were condemned
I'm alive and well,
Your spirit lives within me
Because You died and rose again
Amazing Love, how can it be?
That You, my King, would die for me
Amazing Love, I know it's true
And it's my joy to honour You
In all I do, I honour You
(You are my King Jesus,
You are my King Jesus,
You are my King Jesus,
You are my King)

How can it be
You were the one on the cross
Lifted for all our shame?
How can it be
The scars in your hands are for me?
You are the King of all

Tomorrow's Good Friday... let's remember that day. and keep it sacred.
i love you, more than life, Jesus...

2009-04-08T22:02:00.004+08:00

HEY!
one thing sarah can't do :DRAW!!!
i am so bad at drawing... very bad. i love art. but not the drawing part. i like to look at other people's arts. and all that sculpture and painting and everything else but drawing. xD seriously. look at my drwaings. u'll think im k2. or nursery. i cant even draw a rectangle can? or a stupid triangle. or even a line. -.-

anyway, i got in the SCIENCE ACADEMY for talent development. :D. i love science!!! YAY!!! YAY!!! YAY!!! haha YAY!!! YAY!!! YAY!!! :DDD this is so fun!!! hehe i love science. alot. ALOT. :D yay. we are going to NUS i think. haha. for some workshop. YAY!!! YAY!!! YAY!!! ooh this is life :D haha haha say whatever you want. i still love science. and i love discovering new things myself. so you can say whatever you want. :P

wee weee weeee school's so stressful... MOE so horrible. one day i'll write in.
GOOD FRIDAY coming up. so sad might not be able to go to church on friday :( darn.
sigh...

tomorrrow is handbells day. haha. not. haha. handbells. ring ring ring. lalala. laalalalalalala.

Jesus take the wheel, take it from my hands, cause i can't do this on my own...
i'm letting go, so give me one more chance, to save me from this road i'm on, Jesus take the wheel...

2009-04-05T16:10:00.002+08:00

ITS SUNDAY!
and i just rmb that there's olympic education tmr -.- tsk.
i want to go cycling but its raining. Dad says we can play badminton. But i still want to go cycling.
So sad. Today service had a twist. and it was so cool, but worship was... weird... the songs... haha
Good friday coming soon! i should invite some friends to church.
haha.
So many things have been going on in our family.
i just hope everything turns out well.
It will.
haha.
haha.
laughter's the best medicine.
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
for once i do not dread school on monday. but i am not excited too.
i am just so mixed up inside.
like some weird thing.
anyway, seems like most schools band SYF got sliver. so Cedar's not bad. Yup, i believe they did their best. JIAYOU HANDBELLERS.
we are getting Gold wit h honours for SYF. i can already feel it. We are going to get Gold with honours. Yes we are. nothing lesser. And its coming true in a few days... :)
i look forward to friday. and sunday. :D

2009-04-04T17:11:00.002+08:00

ahhh i just saw smth that i shldn't have seen. X(
its not sick or anything, just that it's affecting me badly now.
and im having second thoughts.
shit. (sorry)
HOW???
i just hope everything turns out alright.

i love the band Michael learns to rock. their songs are so nice. i think that 98.7fm's getting worser everyday. ahh so sad couldnt get the meet-and-greet passes to david arch... so sad :( i tried calling last night, couldnt get thru..

last night was so fun. we discovered smth. haha although its not vacant, but usually it is. its like one of those horror movies. xD when u find some place, then... BOO! haha

sometimes, you're quite irritating.